L A B Y R I N T H

LETS PLURK. yeahbah!!

2009-06-01T16:21:00.001+08:00

i decided to plurk. haha. feel free to add me up and join me in plurking. yeah! (dance)

CHEnemo

i love you pa. Godbless.

a few minutes of your time.

2009-05-18T00:06:00.000+08:00

can you please pray for my auntie, she's confined at makati med right now. suffering from complications of scoliosis. and accdg to my cousin there might be a possibility of considering bacterial meningitis,they are still waiting for the results of the ct scan. my aunt can not eat or drink right now,no oral intakes at all due to pnuemonia. doctors tried to put NGT on her but she's always removing it due to irritation,thats why they might perform Percutaneous Endoscopic Gastrostomy (placement of the tube through the wall of the stomach), para makakain pa din siya. super nangayayat na siya. when we visit her earlier she cant remember us anymore, "sino yan?" sabi ng auntie ko. which made me teary eyed. pero at least nakakasalita pa siya at napatawa pa namin siya kanina. sana lang talaga bumuti na un condition niya in the next coming days.

may God bless my aunt and her family, may they remain strong amidst these trials. sana lumakas na si auntie at maging mabuti na ung pakiramdam niya.

pasama po sa mga prayers,kahit ilang minuto lang ng prayer time niyo. salamat.

ingat kayo. stay healthy and safe always. Godbless.

i love you pa.

Doll Domination. ohh no.. :))

2009-05-11T02:28:00.004+08:00

gusto kong manuod. gusto ko talaga. hahaha. paano ba?? nappraning ako. waah!!! sino gusto sumama?? libre niyo ako. haha. tara nuod tayo. dali!!! naku naman. Lord,kakayanin po kaya?? hehe.

*when my bottle pop, shake me*

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i love you pa.
Godbless.

three and five months

2009-05-11T02:28:00.003+08:00

STROLLING DOWN MEMORY LANE. haha.

i was browsing through my files and pictures that i have here in our computer when i saw this picture of me and pa. nostalgic ang drama ko. marami pa nga ibang pictures e. upon browsing, naisip ko ilagay to for this blog. eto kasi yung kauna-unahan namin picture. as in 1st ever. haha (FYI: check out the picture date & time? 11/14/05 hehe). nung huli ko kasi nakausap si pa kanina (or kagabi,technically madaling araw na ngaun e. ^_^), habang nasa bus sila from batangas pauwi ng manila (galing siya ng mindoro,take note. SAYA!) napagusapan namin na super bilis dahil mag 3&5 months na kami (basically ngayon un,dahil april 20 na. haha). so,napagtanto ko lang na ang bilis nga at ang tagal na nga namin. which is pinagpapasalamat ko naman at wala naman akong mai-aangal pa. ang galing lang kasi e. sobrang masaya. sobrang blessed. sobrang enjoy lang. sobrang in love at kinikilig pa din,HAHA. at sobrang thankful pa rin kay God para sa lahat. We love you Lord!! salamat po sa mga dadarating pang araw,buwan at taon.

FYI: kaya hindi ako nakatingin jan, eto kasi yung mga panahon na sobrang nahihiya pa ako kay pa. hindi pa ako masyado comportable jan. hahaha. pero ang laki na talaga ng improvement sa noon at ngayon. haha. marami pa akong nakalkal na pics sa pc. i-post ko one of thes days (may approval na naman ako from pa e. haha. dba, dba??) ang evolution ni ma at pa. hahaha. HAPPY!!!

HAPPY 41st Month Anniversary pa.

i love you pa.
Godbless. @_@

push!

2009-05-11T02:28:00.001+08:00

ako ay nappressure!!!!!

minamadali na nila ako. waahh!!

Lord,bakit po ba sila nagmamadali. nalilito po tuloy ako sa DAPAT at GUSTO kong gawin.

i love you pa.
Godbless.

mag artista na lang kaya ako. adik

2009-05-11T02:26:00.000+08:00

i don't get it. why is it always about the money????????!!!!!!!!!!!! aaarrrgggghhhhh. freakin PRESSURE!!!!!!!

three and four months

2009-03-20T05:52:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 40th MONTH ANNIVERSARY

it is not how special you will be treated on a special day, but how special a normal day would look like when you are with someone you wanna be with. :)

i love you pa. Godbless. :))

Happy 22nd Birthday Jermer!!

2009-03-20T05:23:00.001+08:00

march 17, 2009 nang tumanda na ulit si pa.

punta sa kanila after mag out sa work. buti na lang maaga pa at walang trafic ng ganung oras. maaga nakarating kila pa. pagdating ko sarado ang bahay. 2log pa silang lahat. haha. may surprise pa kasing nalalaman. tinwagan ko na lang din si pa. praise God nagising kagad siya sa una kong pagtawag. yey! paglabas niya ng pinto. SURPRISE!!! haha. epal ko!! munting surpresa lang para sa mahal kong pa. happy birthday!! sorry kung maaga kita nagising. hahaha.

bagong gising pa siya niyan. obvious naman sa buhok diba. haha.

oh cge na, ikaw na ang may birthday. :D

chocolate mousse from red ribbon.

sorry pa, sira ang fasting mo. okay lang bday mo naman e. :)

sarap ng cake no. hahaha. di kami masyado madungis kumain. hehe. i love you pa. i hope naging masaya yung birthday mo.

happy birthday ulit pa. tuloy mo lang kung ano yung ginagawa mo ngayon with your work. i honor you kasi sinunod mo kung anu yung desire ng puso mo. kahit na may mga problema nung umpisa still hinid mo hinayaan na maging hadlang yun para makapag serve ka kay GOD full time. galing mo pa. idol kita. haha. dito lang kami lagi nila mami, dadi, khang at jerald. nku, lagot ka kay mami, namimiss ka na nun ng sobra e. hahaha. bumawi ka ah. wag puro salita. magtampo un sayo. hahaha. we love you pa. Godbless always. mwahh.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!

dagdag kaalaman

2009-03-20T04:44:00.000+08:00

ACUTE BACTERIAL SINUSITIS
http://www.commoncold.org/cmplcatn.htm

Acute bacterial sinusitis complicates colds in both adults and children. From a 1% to 5% of colds have this complication.

The major causes of the acute bacterial sinusitis are the bacteria called pneumococcus, Hemophilus influenza, Moraxella, other Streptococcus species, and Staphylococcus. Bacterial sinusitis also complicates tooth root infection, in which case it is caused by anaerobic bacteria.

When a common cold has lasted for 7-10 days and is no better or worse, acute bacterial sinusitis may have developed and additional medical care may be required.

Acute bacterial sinusitis requires antibiotic treatment to reduce the duration of infection and illness and to prevent serious complications such as infection around the eye, bacterial meningitis, and brain abscess. Chronic sinus disease is thought to be another complication of untreated or inadequately treated acute bacterial sinusitis.

The antibiotic treatment selected for acute sinusitis should be effective against most strains of pneumococcus and hemophilus. The recommended course of antibody treatment for acute bacterial sinusitis is 10-14 days.

With proper antibiotic treatment, over 90% of cases of acute bacterial sinusitis are cured.

The possible benefit of using steroid nasal sprays for treating acute bacterial sinusitis has not been adequately studied. This treatment is not recommended because of its additional costs to the treatment program and because antibiotic treatment alone is highly effective.

Nasal and oral decongestants are commonly used for supportive treatment of acute bacterial sinusitis. The benefit of decongestant treatment for this disease has not been studied, but decongestants open the areas in the nasal passages into which the sinuses drain. Decongestants do not open the passages which drain the sinus itself because these small passages are encased in bone.

Cases of acute bacterial sinusitis which do not respond to an initial course of antibiotics should receive a second course of antibiotic treatment. Also, a sinus puncture and irrigation should be considered for diagnosis and treatment.

Cases of acute bacterial sinusitis that do not clear after a few months of appropriate medical treatment may require sinus surgery.
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after ng 2 days na pahinga, makakapasok na ulit ako mamaya. hay! namimiss na siguro ako ng mga kano. haha. ang hirap magkasakit. praise God magaling na ako. buti na lang nag-pa check up ako. hehe. wala kasi akong balak mag pa check up kung di pa nag swell yung mata ko. OUCH!! at medyo pinahirapan ko lang naman ung doctor sa paghahanap ng gamot na pwede sa akin. haha. feeling better now. yey!! kinakabahan ako pag pasok ko. baka pagalitan ako e. haha. napaparanoid lang.

take care of your health guys. Godbless.
i love you pa. :))

recession

2009-02-24T11:04:00.002+08:00

i am now on training mode again, SWEET!. haha. it was because i was transferred to a different account. my previous account with etelecare is closing by the end of march, its because of the recession in the US that's why they decided to close their sites here in the Philippines. but the good thing about it, etel was able to close a deal with a new customer, and they have opened a new account. so basically, i am under going training to handle warranty calls for AT&T. isn't that great?! haha. what a Blessing. and the training will run for about 3weeks to a month. and you know what, i am having a hard time with our opening spiel, its so long, and you have to say your complete name. huh! sooo hard. hahahaha. :D

one good thing about training is your in "petiks" mode. not that we're not doing anything, its just more relaxing, and fun! than taking in calls for more that 7hours a day. haha. and another good thing is we have a very witty trainor. our trainor now is sooo funny! and she's BRIL(short for brilliant, she always say that). i think as a trainor its a requirement to be a witty person, so that training wont be that boring and serious. haha. she's so fluent and she will just share anything under the sun, anything that will pop her mind, smart isnt it. wish i can be like that. haha. she's a good trainor, and hopefully we'll be good trainees too. haha. and will be able to master our systems before we hit the productions again and take in calls.

thats it, i just felt like sharing my thoughts. haha. :)

i love you pa.
Godbles.

istokwa

2009-02-22T00:36:00.000+08:00

*jealousy* *selfishness* *time* *change* *ambivalence* *appreciation* *respect* *narrow minded* *irrationality*

gusto kong mawala... ..... may maghahanap kaya?

end product of not sleeping and thinking too much

LABO!!!

Godbless. :)

three and three months

2009-02-22T00:16:00.000+08:00

i missed the 3 and 2 post last month. bawi na lang this month. haha. happy 3 and 3, ang galing. yey! praise God.

*more seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months and years to come*
*more happiness to come*
*more kisses and hugs*
*more prayer time together*
*more chitchatting*
*more bullying*
*more shopping. haha!*
*more traveling*
*more lessons learned from each other*
*and a lot, lot, lot, lot, lot, lot, lot, lot, lot, lot more BLESSINGS from HIM*
*more i love you's*
*more, more, more, more!!* hehe. :)

HAPPY 39th MONTH ANNIVERSARY PA!

i love you pa.
Godbless.

~changes will happen, hope we can withstand it~

Happy hearts day.

2009-02-14T16:18:00.000+08:00

thank you pa for the flowers. and for sharing your time with me today. nice! umeeffort ka na ngayon ah. haha. *peace* i appreciate it.

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO ALL

wag na po kayong mag react sa pictures, natuwa lang talaga ako. hahaha. :)

noong pumana si cupido, ayun sapul ako. hahaha.

i love you pa.
Godbless.

s story to share.

2009-02-12T07:14:00.000+08:00

To All Married Couples and Singles Who Intend To Get Married.

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to a lovely girl called Dew. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt
sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Dew so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Dew.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again. In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our
broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that everyday for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Dew about my wife s divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully. My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the
bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove
alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me. On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Dew about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily. Suddenly it hit me. She had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mum out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and
naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked
intimacy.

I drove to office... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind... I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished. Then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart. Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart. The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property , the money in the bank, blah..blah.. blah.

These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

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nice story, just want to share it. uso kasi ang spam sa trabaho, habang wala pang call na pumapasok basa muna ng mga emails sa outlook. hahaha. medyo na strucked lang ako nito kaya pinost ko dito.

i love you pa.
Godbless.

ang salarin.

2009-02-08T06:19:00.000+08:00

at last

2009-02-02T06:26:00.000+08:00

Thank God nakuha (January 17, 7009) ko na yung palnner ko. first time to have a starbucks planner. nagandahan kasi ako sa kanya; simple lang. sayang nga wala ng blue, kaya black na lang pinili ko. ganda naman e. salamat sa mga naglaan ng stickers nila. Thanks pa at benjo, salamat din anjoe para sa extra booklet. kala ko talaga di ko na makukuha, kulang pa kasi ako ng dalawang stickers, e tapos na yung promo nila. buti na lang binigay ni anjoe yung extra booklet niya. yey!

i love you pa. Godbless.

inspired by changes.

2009-02-01T13:03:00.000+08:00

Every day, tell yourself to be ready for change. Be ready for challenges that may come or opportunities that may present themselves. Every day, prepare yourself to make choices about what you want from life and what you plan on in the future. Remind yourself to follow through on your ideas and to continually work toward their success. Every day, remind yourself to think positively about things, to take whatever happens and find something good in it, to be hopeful. Every day when you get up, realize that no matter what problems you have or what worries there are in your life, you are in control of your destiny and you can make a difference in anything you choose to do. Your happiness doesn't depend on someone else; it depends on you and whether you're willing to accept the situations you've been given. Do not get up each morning dreading what you have to do, but look forward to unbelievably unique lifestyle that you possess. You may have stress and some complications here and there to deal with, but smile to yourself knowing that you're in charge. that you can handle you life, and that you're going to make it the best you can.

i love you pa.
Godbless.

**inspired by Deanna Beisser, Is it time to make a Change?**

my 2008, full of surprises.

2009-01-02T11:19:00.000+08:00

my 2008 jollibee planner.
this is like my companion for the whole year of 2008. daming ka-jologsan na nakasulat dito. lahat ng mga experiences ko dito nakasulat. life tracker ko na to e. kaya naman bago nag end yung 2008 ni scan ko ulit yung planner ko, at super jologs ko talaga sa bawat experience na sinulat ko dito at sa mga madramang araw ng 2008 ko. super dami memories sa planner na to. kahit na hindi ito yung wish kong matanggap na planner dati, super minahal ko to. haha. ma-attached ba sa planner? ang saya lang talaga ng 2008 ko.

woohoo!! tapos na naman ang 2008. super saya ng year na ito sa akin. dami kasi blessings e. as always naman, hindi naman nauubusan ng blessings ang bawat taon na nagdadaan. share ko lang yung mga events na nangyari sa 2008 ko.

grilled party ala sentai katorse

munting celebration ng grupo ko kasi nakapasa kami sa defense namin sa nursing research at natapos din lahat ng paghihirap namin.

drinking session
wala lang. nagkaayan lang kina kim. 1st time makasama ang grupo sa inuman. saya!! parang hindi nga inuman e, panay pulutan kasi kami. haha.

happy 21st birthday pa.
ayun nag 21 na si pa. sa cibo kami niyan e. 1st time namin. wala kasi siya nung mismong bday niya, kaya pag balik na lang niya kami nag celebrate. dinner sa trinoma at bumuli birthday gift niya. wee.

BS Nursing graduate
thank God kasi naka graduate na ako, at nakuha ko na ang kaunaunahang degree ko sa buhay ko. hahaha.

welcome home papa!
umuwi si papa para sa graduation namin ni kuya. kahit sandali lang siya dito masaya pa din. ang saya ko kasi may digicam na ako. wee. hahaha.

SRG review center
stressful ang two months na pagrereview for the nursing board exam. pero enjoy pa din kasi dami natutunan at sobrang galing ng mga reviewers namin. paid off lahat ng pagod lalo na nung lumabas ang result ng board exam.

olangapo getaway 2008
after yan nang board exam e. nag unwind muna ang grupo sa gapo, kahit patapos na ang summer nun. hahaha. enjoy!!

Happy 21st birthday to me
super saya ng birthday ko na ito. dami surprise galing kay pa. woohoo! pati sa grupo. galing talaga ni God. ocean park trip kasama si pa. 21 na ako pero mukha pa ring authistic. haha.

BUMMMER!!
sobrang tagal naging bum sa bahay namin. umattend ng mga seminars at trainings. dami naging issues sa pagalis pagpunta ng London, pero in the end pinili ko pa din na magstay sa mahal kong bansa.

Rochele Ann R Zara, RN #0512365
yun oh!! license nurse na ko boi. haha. yabang? di naman, super masaya lang. praise God sa extended na regalo na ito. hay!! pinaka malaking blessing this year.

Victory party ng group 14
syempre dahil lahat kami na nag take ng boards sa group nakapasa kaylangan may celebration. haha.

baby boy
nanganak na si kat. binisita namin siya sa las pinas. at muntikan pa kaming maligaw. haha. bitu na lang at magaling kami.

celebration sa tiaong
party sa tiaong kasama ang tropa. naghanda si aaron. tibay, daming pagkain. at sobrang bongga ng gabi. haha

a day with joey!
punta sa kanila para magpatulong sa resume ko. plano na kasing maghanap ng work e.

Oathtaking
kami ay nanumpa kasama ng libo libong nars na pumasa sa 2008 NLE. whew!! ang dami naming bagong nurses.

return of the come back sa IBA.
bumisita lang sa IBA, para magpasalamat sa mga foster families namin dun.

call center agent - customer service associate
ayun, dahil ang tagal ko na ngang bum at wala pang mapasukang hospital. nag try muna akong mag apply ng ibang work. take God kasi dun sa 2nd na company na inapplyan ko, natanggap naman ako. di di ako makapaniwala e. hehe.

wave 78 - sprint eTelecare
nakakilala ng mga bagong kaibigan sa bagong trabaho.

get together with group12
nagkita kita group ni pa. epal na naman ako ofcourse. haha.

YFL Hooked praise concert.
another God experience for me. galing nito. d best talaga ang pagmamahal ni God. woohoo!!

Rihanna & Chris Brown live at Taguig.
1st major concert na napanuod ko. galing nung dalawa. total performer. ang saya ko. haha.

3rd year anniversary with pa.
weee. another year for us. ang saya. thank God for the blessing of love. so blessed.

star city with the cruz's
celebration lang kasama si rycy, tin tin at jerald. dami kasing nangyari na maganda e.

eTelecare advance christmas party
EK adventure with Etel friends. saya! sarap mabasa at magpakahilo sa mga rides. hahaha.

malaigayang pagbabalik khing!
isang munting surpresa mula sa tropa. ang galing ng pagkakaplano ntio.

Steak and wine party.
christmas celebration ng grupo. ang sosyal na namin! haha.

Team ehm sa starbucks!
christmas party ng team ko. breakfast sa mr.kabab (west ave), tapos libre ni TL ng starbucks para lang mapuno niya ang stickers niya. haha. yaman!! :D

so ayan yung mga events na ngyari this whole year. actually madami pa talaga e. yung mga first time kong nagawa. gaya na lang ng nakapanuod ako ng concert ng hillsong, tapos nakapag rowing na rin ako, pagpunta sa pink sister sa tagaytay. mga walang katapusang picture galore. haha. super saya talaga. thankful kay God sa year na ito. sa mga bagong experience na natutunan, mga bagong taong nakilala at nakasama. sa mas nag improve na ako. naks! major improvement talaga. boinks!! naeexite na ako for 2009! actually, gaya nga ng na i-share ko kay pa. mixed emotions nararamdaman ko. excited kasi sa mga mangyayari, sa mga bagong 1st times ko. malungkot kasi natapos na naman ang isang taon. kinakabahan kasi 2009 na, dapat may patunguhan na itong buhay ko. haha. iba iba talaga. ill just pray for God's guidance at i-eenjoy ko lang ang buong 2009 na. weee. sama ulit kayo sa 2009 ko ah. Godbless us.

i love you pa.
Godbless.

three and one month

2008-12-20T23:30:00.000+08:00

bilis ah. hahaha.

Happy 37th month anniversary pa!

wabshu pa.
Godbless.

God's Gift

2008-12-20T23:24:00.000+08:00

i would forever be thankful to God for this gift that He had given me. looking back at those days, i do not remember asking God for this gift. almost everyday i was ranting to God on how sad i am, on how life sucks, and on how i hate myself and the life i am living. those were the days that i consider myself an emo kid because, im so pessimistic and narrow-minded, life has no meaning ang purpose for me.

but God indeed is a Great and Loving God. He will answer your prayers in a different way, greater than what you asked and better than what you expected. it's like He would know what is your hearts desire, and sometimes He will give you one great gift that can answer all your prayers at the same time. amazing!! awesome!! hahaha.

this gift has brought a lot of changes in my life and on how i view life. from the time i received this gift from God, everything got clearer. my heart learned to smile and i learned how to enjoy life, though there are trials. this gift brought me closer to God and to my family. i begin to love myslef, everything that i have and be contented with it. i embraced optimism and applied it to every day living. i was able to divulged myself and dropped the masquerade and be free. Fabuluz!! hahaha.

i still have the gift that God had given me. i have it for about 3 years and a month now, to be exact. until now God is nurturing this gift, pouring it with so much blessing and love. i know i can get careless sometimes, but as much as possible i am preventing it to be scratch, and doing my best to take care of it. God knows how much i love this gift, and i know that He would not take it away from me because, He gave me this gift for me to have it forever. and i trust Him with that.

i love you pa.
Godbless.

**my 3rd year anniversary post**

inherent need to feel appreciated

2008-12-15T10:52:00.000+08:00

got this one from aimee. colorgenic exam yung tawag e, try nio din kung gusto niyo. mabilis lang siya. may mga colors lang na naka display then arrange mo lang siya sa kung paano mo gusto pagsunod sunurin. after that may result na. ang galing nga e, medyo nag agree lang ako sa reult. hehe.

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Name: che
Date: 12/15/2008
Colorgenics Number: 21563407
http://www.paulgoldin.com/colorgenics.htm

You are a very sensitive person and you try hard (perhaps a little too hard) to make favourable impressions and to be recognised by your peers. But you have that inherent need to feel appreciated and admired and you are easily hurt if all of your endeavours go by unappreciated or not acknowledged. Stop trying so hard.

You like the better things in life. You are sensuous and emotional. You are a follower of the Arts and you seek an environment that will give you the fulfilment to the senses that you need.

Your confidence has been shattered. There are so many things that you would like to do with your life, so many dreams to be fulfilled - and you know that your hopes and dreams are not just figments of your imagination, they are real and you are looking for reassurance from someone. Basically your fears are such that you may be prevented in attaining your hopes and dreams. Even now you would like to broaden your fields of endeavour but in order to develop your 'inner- self' you need peace and solace. You are distressed by the fear that you may be prevented from attaining your goals. What you really need at this particular moment in time is quiet reassurance from someone close to you to restore your confidence.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You are trying to build up your own position and you resist all external influences. You insist that you are your own person and you will not tolerate any outside interference. Decisive and proud, you are true managerial material.

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i love you pa.
Godbless.

emo kid

2008-12-14T19:19:00.000+08:00

he broke my heart again. he's so good in doing this to to me ever since. and as his little girl the only thing that i can do is to understand him.

i love you pa. God bless.

Technical Support Associate installing Love!

2008-12-14T10:41:00.000+08:00

Tech Support: Yes, how can I help you?

Customer: Well, after much consideration, I've decided to install Love. Can you guide me through the process?

Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed?

Customer: Well, I'm not very technical, but I think I'm ready- What do I do first?

Tech Support: The first step is to open y our Heart. Have you located your Heart?

Customer: Yes, but there are several other programs running now. Is it okay to install Love while they are running?

Tech Support: What programs are running?

Customer: Let's see, I have Past Hurt, Low Self-Esteem, Grudge and Resentment running right now.

Tech Support: No problem. Love will gradually erase Past Hurt from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory but it will no longer disrupt other programs. Love will eventually override Low Self-Esteem with a module of its own called High Self-Esteem. However, you have to completely turn off Grudge and Resentment. Those programs prevent Love from being properly installed. Can you turn those off?

Customer: I don't know how to turn them off. Can you tell me how?

Tech Support: With pleasure. Go to your start menu and invoke Forgiveness. Do this as many times as necessary until Grudge and Resentment have been completely erased.

Customer: Okay, done! Love has started installing itself. Is that normal?

Tech Support: Yes, but remember that you have only the base program. You need to begin connecting to other Hearts in order to get the upgrades.

Customer: Oops! I have an error message already. It says, Error - Program not run on external components' What should I do?

Tech Support: Don't worry. It means that the Love program is set up to run on Internal Hearts, but has not yet been run on your Heart. In non-technical terms, it simply means you have to Love yourself before you can Love others.

Customer: So, what should I do?

Tech Support: Pull down Self-Acceptance; then click on the following files: Forgive-Self; Realize your Worth; and Acknowledge your Limitations.

Customer: Okay, done.

Tech Support: Now, copy them to the 'My Heart' directory. The system will overwrite any conflicting files and begin patching faulty programming. Also, you need to delete Verbose Self-Criticism from all directories and empty your Recycle Bin to make sure it is completely gone and never comes back

Customer: Got it. Hey! My heart is filling up with new files. Smile is playing on my monitor and Peace and Contentment are copying themselves all over My Heart. Is this normal?

Tech Support: Sometimes. For others it takes awhile, but eventually everything gets it at the proper time. So Love is installed and running. One more thing before we hang up. Love is Freeware. Be sure to give it and its various modules to everyone you meet. They will in turn share it with others and return some cool modules back to you.

Customer: Thank you, God.

God/Tech Support: You're Welcome, Anytime.

** nice ang galing nito. haha.**
i love you pa.
Godbless.

shattered

2008-11-23T10:49:00.000+08:00

wasted ka na naman boi! umayos ka!

two and eleven months

2008-10-20T17:13:00.000+08:00

happy 35th month anniversary pa!!

one more month and its already our 3rd year. yipee!!! praise God. im happy & excited. anyweiz, got to go, i only have 5minutes left before my break ends. hahaha. takas mode na naman ako. hahahaha. :D

i love you my GG. Godbless.

two and ten months

2008-09-27T15:16:00.000+08:00

this post is soooo uber late. sorry, ngayon lang kasi ako ulit nakagamit ng internet dito sa bahay. im usually tired when i get home from work, that's why im just using my free time for sleeping. sleeping for about 10 hours. haha. im such a pig. i even missed episode 3 and 4 of gossip girl. that sucks! i can't find it here in the internet. the site where i usually watch gossip girl doesn't have the ep3&4. my boyfriend told me the other day the he watched it there, but now when i checked up on it the site said that the video has been removed. and that makes me sad. awww. i want to watch it, as in now na. haha. enweiz enough for that. it's already our two and ten months. two months to go before our 3rd year. im sooo uber excited and happy for that. hahaha.

HAPPY 34th MONTH ANNIVERSARY PA!!

i love you pa. Godbless us.

two weeks notice

2008-09-27T14:40:00.000+08:00

mga ka-wave ko sa sprint. ang dami namin. nakita niyo ba kung ano oras na yan? hehe. kulang kami, wala ako, si pao, lian at benjo.

Sprint Wave 78. we're proud we choose sprint. haha. c benjo wala pa din sa pic. :D

chillax moment. habang inaantay c ADDA. :D

c jessie, teacher medz at bojie. nilalamig na sila. :D

Bianca. Woah(Gerry). Anjoe. and Mommy mimi(mami ni basti sa going bulilits). ^_^

Lagot tayo guys. dba bawal mag picture sa area na may mga computer. hehe.

OHHHHHHHH MYYYYY GOSSSHHHHH!!!!!! hahahaha. favorite line ng lahat.

Milan masyado ka yata madikit kay pao. haha.

two weeks na ko nag start from work. and as of the moment sila ang mga taong nakakasama ko araw araw sa work. im enjoying their company. iba't ibang klase ng tao na dapat pakisamahan. halo halo ng topak at trip gawin sa buhay. im praying na maka survive kami sa training at magtagal kami sa work at makaresolve kami ng maraming maraming calls. lalo na yung mga irate customers.

i love you pa. Godbless.

nagyoyosi ka ba???

2008-09-13T16:28:00.000+08:00

che: hindi e.

co-employee #1: ay, bad ka.

co-employee #2: huh?? bakit, saya kaya mag yosi.

che: hindi e. baka ikamatay ko pag nagyosi ako.

-------- End of conversation---------

okay, medyo di ko gets yun. LABO meyn!!! nararamdaman ko na ang peer pressure. haha. pero alam ko kaya ko labanan ang temptations. mabait ako e. hindi ko itataya ang buhay ko para sa isang bisyo. haha.

na meet ko na yung mga wavelengths(im not sure kung tama yung term) ko kanina. and alam ko narin kung saan account ako assigned. im going to handle calls under sprint/nextel. it's a telecommunication company, obviously it's US based. aun. medyo na-intimidate nga ako sa mga kasama ko kanina e. parang natanong ko lang bigla sa sarili ko kung kasama ba talaga ako sa kanila. hehe. natatakot lang ng konti. marami kasi sa kanila may experience na sa call center, so basically they already have an idea of the whole process. e ako, start from scratch pa lang. building of my foundation pa lang. hmm. pro i'll do my best for this, with God's Grace. pag pray nio ko ah. haha.

i love you pa. Godbless.

supernova 7610

2008-09-12T16:47:00.000+08:00

i just love it and i want it. hope to have her soon. haha. epal!!

Turn heads with the glamorous, sleek slide design.
Refresh the look by easily changing the phone's cover.
Detect specific colours with the camera's unique Theme Colourizer feature and automatically adjust the illumination to match the wallpaper.
Capture life's moments with the 3.2 megapixel camera with dual LED flash light and 8 x digital zoom.
Listen to your favourite songs on the FM stereo radio with RDS feature or on the music player.
Help keep your personal information safe by locking your phone for use with only your personal SIM card and protect your data with a PIN code.

i love you pa. Godbless.

boy meets girl

2008-09-03T11:07:00.000+08:00

The Roles Assigned in Eden

So what does God say it means to be man or woman? The Christian's first stop for the answer is the Genesis account of when God created the first man and woman. That is act 1 of God's story.

Jesus showed us that the Genesis account should be the foundation of our perspective of true manhood and womanhood. When He was questioned about marriage, He pointed his questions back to god's design: "Haven't you read... that at the beginning the Creator 'made them male and female'?" (Matthew 19:4). Paul did the same. When he wrote to the Ephesian church about how husbands and wives were to relate to each other, he referred his readers to God's original intention, which He revealed before sin entered the world (Ephesians 5:31).

From the first two chapters of the Bible we learn that Adam and Eve were created equal in God's sight. In our chauvinistic culture, in which women are often belittled and abused, this fact needs to be clearly stated. God made women totally equal to men in personhood, dignity, and worth. They are no less important or valuable to God.

Within the context of their equality, God assigned men and women different roles. He made Adam first, signifying his unique role as leader and initiator. He created Eve from Adam and brought her to Adam to be his helper in the tasks God had assigned him. She was made to complemnent, nourish, and help her husband. God's greatest gift to man was "a helper suitable for him" (Genesis 2:18). This doesn't minimize a woman's role, but it does define it.

men and Women were created equal, yet different. And the fact that we're different is wonderful. What a boring world it would be if the opposite sex weren't so mysterious, so puzzling, and at times so infuriatingly unlike us!

God didn't make us to duplicate each other, but to complement each other. The point here is not that Adam was better than Eve, just as God the Father is not "better" than God the Son. Father and Son are equal in essence, power, glory, and worth, but they have different roles; and the Son joyfully submits to the Father's will (1 Corinthians 15:28). So in marriage a husband and wife are equal, even though Scripture tells the wife to joyfully submit to her husband's leadership. ~(Boy meets Girl by Joshua Harris, page 106)~

>>eto yung isa sa favotrite kong chapter sa book na to. inspiring kasi siya tsaka mind opener. ang maganda pa sa book na to, hindi siya yung typical na mushy book. sa unang tingin kasi ganoon yung iisipin mo dahil sa title niya. pero actually, Christian book siya. tapos madami kang scriptures na mababasa na pwede makatulong sayo sa pag-handle ng relationship mo. it's like managing your relationhip together with God. aun, shinare ko lang. haha. ENJOY!!

i love you pa. Godbless.

and so i rant

2008-08-27T17:13:00.000+08:00

Miguel Molina - sea games gold medalist and an olympian.

yes, im in love with this guy. hahaha. when i first saw him on the tv ad of milo for the 2008 beijing olympics i didn't find him that striking (but i must say that he have a nice bowdy! (body) haha) until i've watched him totally compete with other countries. from the event that i've watched, he placed 2nd and he did very well. anh galing talaga. super cheer talaga kami ni kuya nun. so from that moment i've fallen in love with him. haha. epal! and isang factor din siguro kasi frustration ko ang maging isang swimmer. isang panaginip na hindi na nagkatotoo. haha. kaya yun, he has gotten my heart with that. and whenever his tv ad is shown on the tube i really can't help but watch him. nakakalungkot lang kasi wala tayong gold na naiuwi. pero okay lang, i think the filipino olympians gave there heart and dedication to this.

i love you pa. Godbless.

two and nine months

2008-08-20T19:54:00.000+08:00

the man whom im planning my life with.

Happy 33rd month anniversary pa.

i love you pa. Godbless everyone.

alone

2008-07-29T12:55:00.000+08:00

it's now that i needed you badly.

i love you pa. Godbless.

i am a registered tamaraw nurse. :D

2008-07-25T11:12:00.001+08:00

For I know well the plans I have
in mind for you,
plans for your welfare, not for despair!
plans to give you a future full of hope.
~Jeremiah 29:11~

life with God is indeed a life full of surprises. Registered Nurse na ako. hindi pa din ako makapaniwala. haha. maraming salamat sa lahat ng tao na nag pray. thank you. haha. such a blessing. thank God.

Congrats sa group14. pasado kami lahat na nag-take ng 2008 board exam. yipee. ang galing namin. hahahaha.

Seq. No. N a m e
7270 CRUZ, OSWALD IVAN MARQUEZ
8167 DE LEON, HANNAH SHANE SARMIENTO
8444 DEL ROSARIO, KLARISSE CHANTLLE ARENAS
8502 DELA CRUZ, DANNA AISHA MARIÑAS
10117 ESGUERRA, RAZIELLE JUSTINE DELA ROSA
14180 LACHENAL, MARIA TERESITA DAYAO
17040 MATEOS, MA ELLEN CIELO ALBACITE
21438 RAMIREZ, CHRISTOPER JAKE SANTOS
23051 SALAPONG, KIM JOSEPH TIBAYAN

congrats din sa lahat ng pumasa. kay pa, leean and lanjae. yeeeee. at sa lahat pa ng friends and classmates ko. ^_^

i love you pa. Godbless.

Surprised!!!!!!!!!

2008-07-21T18:40:00.000+08:00

belated happy birthday to me. hahaha.

favorite chocolate mousse. *yum*

gusto mo?

hiwain na natin yan.

hmm?? masarap kaya ito? ^_^

okay, dahil sweldo ni kuya ngayon. meron siya pahabol na regalo para sa birthday ko. syempre pwede ka ba naman mag bday na wala kang CKAE?? hahaha, yun nga lang, late na. hahaha. it's like 11 days after my birthday. waaahahaha. dahil nga naman daw kasi 21 years old na ako, kaya sakto july 21 din nagbigay si kuya. haha. ang saya. tuwang tuwa na naman ako. na-surprise talaga ako e. di ko inexpect. xmpre ikaw ba nman, tapos na birthday mo bigyan ka ba naman ng vake di ka ba naman ma-surprise nun. hahaha. ang saya. thank you kuya. thenk you Lord.

i love you pa, Godbless.

two and eight months.

2008-07-21T14:46:00.000+08:00

happy 32nd month anniversary pa!

i love you. Godbless us.

pasasalamat sa isang masayang 21st birthday ni che

2008-07-13T15:02:00.000+08:00

c ozie at danna. nagkukulitan. haha.

cheese sticks. handa q for my birthday. haha.

c chantlle at jake.

c kim. as usual maloko pa din.

ozie, jake, tere, kim at danna. (nkauwi na c chantlle at justine.)

kasama na ako.

salamat sa lahat guys.

syempre present din si pa. ang pinaka magandang regalo ni God para sa birthday ko. ang may pakana ng lahat, hahaha. :D :D :D

hindi ko inexpect na magiging ganito kasaya yun birthday ko. ang daming surprises. and ang daming regalo galing kay God. more than the material things na natangap ko, iba pa rin talaga yung value ng kasayahan na naramdaman ko nung araw na ito. ang yung feeling na kasama mo lang yung mga tao na mahalaga sayo at nagpapahalaga sayo. hindi ko kasi alam kung ano ba yung ginawa ko to deserve all of these. sobrang blessed ko.

gusto ko magthank you sa groupmates ko kasi sinurprise nila ako. sorry guys kung cheese sticks lang ang naihanda ko para sa inio. pero masaya naman tayo diba. ang ingay pa din natin. sobrang na miss ko kayo. sana completo lahat. pro okay lang un, meron pa nman next time pra makapagsama-sama ang lahat. ang galing nio talaga. astig un video. hindi ko alam kung panu nio na-denggoy un mga baby pix q. halimaw kayo. hahaha.

thank you kay jermer/pa. thank you sa lahat ng efforts for my birthday. lahat ng surprises mo (may seminar pala ah!) hahaha. lahat ng regalo from your family. salamat kasi kahit na alam ko ayaw mong magpunta ng malabon, nagpunta ka pa din just to make me happy. i love your (pati ni jerald at khang, kahit di sila kita dun) participation sa video na ginawa nila danna. favorite ko yung singing part mo. (gusto ko pag kinakantahan mo ko, nakakakilig kasi e). hahaha. thank you for making me feel sooooo special and soooo love sa birthday ko. i love you.

kay mama at kuya. salamat sa effort na mag bigay ng message sa video presentation. nakakatawa si mama, may script pang hawak. pero nevertheless i appreciate it and love it.

sa lahat ng nag greet sa thru text, email, personal, phone, friendster, multiply. salamat kasi naalala nio ako. sobrang laking bagay na yun sa akin kasi hindi nio ako nakakalimutan. hahaha.

and syempre lastly, kay GOD. astig ka. halimaw ka e. piansaya mo na naman ako. pinatunayan mo na hindi dahilan ang pera para hindi maging masaya. ang dami mong surprises. yung mga simpleng bagay ginagawa mong bonga. salamat kasi minamahal mo ko ng ganito. sobra2 na yung binibigay mo. di ko na alam kung paano ko pa maibabalik lahat sayo. thank you God. mahal kita. whoooo.

maraming maraming salamat sa lalaht ng taong nagmamahal sa akin. mahal ko din kayong lahat. hahahahaha. epal!!! happy birthday sa akin. ang tanda ko na. waaahhh!!!

i love you pa. Godbless. ^_^

moments of sadness. :-[

2008-06-25T16:46:00.000+08:00

malapit na yung birthday ko. & im turning 21. haha. tanda ko na. im a grown up lady but still with a child's heart. yeah!! haha. isip bata pa din kasi at kilos bata pa din. regression stage pa yata ako e. nyay!! tuwang tuwa pa din ako sa mga simpleng bagay na nangyari sa mundo ko. i appreciate things easily and i view life in an awe. *awww* haha. epal nung sinabi kong yun ah. pero that's true. ganun talaga ako. haha.

well, enough of that. what really made me sad is the fact that i dont have any money to celebrate my birthday. yep! sorry friends, walang libre. huhu. poor me. ou na, pulubi na ako. eto ang resulta ng matagal na pagkakastambay sa bahay. huhu. well! well! well! yun lang naman. not really a big deal. ewan ko nalungkot lang all of a sudden. though wala pa naman akong plano, and mukang wala na rin yata. haha. anyways, hindi rin naman siguro reason ang pera para hindi maging masaya diba??? alam ko may plano na rin si God para sa araw na yun. & naeexcite na ako. yeeeeeeee. hahaha. hindi na nga aq malulungkot. hahaha. pero ngayon pa lang, nananawagan na ako sa mga kaibigan ko jan. utang na lang ulit ung treat ah. hahaha. *peace*

i love you pa. Godbless.

two and seven months

2008-06-20T18:22:00.000+08:00

today i want to thank you. not for anything really special but just because you have a great personality that makes you pleasant to be around. just because you are so much fun, but you know when and how to be seroius. just because i feel like i can talk to you about pretty much anything. you make this relationship seem like no work at all, and even though that's the way it should be, not every relationship is easy. although there are so many wonderful things about you, i want to thank you most of all for just being you, beacuse when you are just being you, it's so naturally comfortable being me. *kilig* haha!!!

HAPPY 31st MONTH ANNIVERSARY PA

Lord, i am praying for forever with him. just let the love grow. and continue to shower us with your blessing. thank you po. ahehe. amen.

i love you pa.
Godbless.

outcome of my idiocy

2008-06-18T20:09:00.000+08:00

Sana hindi ko na lang sinabi yung mga nasabi ko. Akala ko kc pag sinabi ko siya mas gagaan yung pakiramdam ko. Kaya lang nagsisisi na ata kung bakit ko pa siya sinabi e. Mas lalo kasing bumigat yung nararamdaman ko. Gusto ko na nga atang bawiin, kung pwede lang talaga. akala ko kasi sakto lang na maging open. kaya lang bakit parang iba yung pagkakaintindi niya dun sa sinabi ko. hindi ganito yung ibig kung sabihin sa sinabi ko. Badtrip, ang gulo. Ang tanga mo kasi, dami mong demands, ayan tuloy ngyari. gusto ko kung paano lang yung dati, yun na un. wala ng iibahin. okay na ako dun. solve na. Sana kahit naiinis ako nung mga oras na iyon pinigilan ko na lang yung sarili ko. Masyado kasi yata marami yung nasabi ko kaya na misunderstood ako. Ang hilig ko kasing gawing complikado lagi yung mga simpleng bagay. Ang liit lang naman kasi na bagya nun, naginarte lang ako. Ampupu. Naisip ko lang tuloy, siguro nga may mga bagay o nararamdaman na mas magandang hindi na lang sinasabi. Parang mas mabuti yata na manatili na lang sila sa isip mo. Gumugulo lang kasi lalo, tapos mas hindi lang nagkakaintindihan. Badtrip, nakakabaliw to.

i love you pa.
Godbless.

wander

2008-06-06T20:14:00.000+08:00

sometimes you just need to step outside to clear your head and to remind yourself of who you are and where you want to be.

i love you pa. Godbless.

slowly awaiting death

2008-06-06T20:06:00.000+08:00

wooo!! sa wakas. natapos na din ang board exam. hahaha. so?? ano na mangyayari? wala! eto self supporting na ako. haha. nyay!! kaylangan ko na yata humanap ng pagkakakitaan. unti-unti ng nalalagas ang bawat sentimo sa tampipi ko. at bukas makalawa makikita niyo na lang ako sa lansangan. huhuhu. kawawa naman aq. nyahay!! isang kaawa awang nilalang.

natapos na nga ang board exam, at ngayon hinihintay ko na lang ang katapusan ko. waahh!! after 2 months pa kasi yung release ng result ng board exam. so ngayon, kabilang na ako sa milyon milyong pilipino na unemployed. hmmmm.

Lord, lead me to Your plans,please.

i love you pa.
Godbless.

seeing light in the darkness. haha. =D

2008-04-27T00:15:00.000+08:00

aral mode!!!!!

with God' grace

34 days and counting. waaahh!!!

ahehe. with God's grace i know we can make it.

officially today, 34 days na lang before the nursing local board exam. increased anxiety level na ito. super marami pang kaylangan reviewhin at aralin. yung nasa white board na nakikita niyo, yan ang tinatawag na motivating force at kakapalan ng mukha. hahaha. sabi kasi dapat daw pinapaniwala mo yung unconscious mind mo ng mga bagay na gustong ma-achieve. so, ang technique daw dun dapat lagi mo navivisualized thru your sight yung gusto mong mangyari at parati mo rin sasabihin sa sarili mo na kaya mo at kung anu yung gusto mong mangyari. si dean borromeo ang may sabi niyan ah. oh dbia? hahaha. i will pass and top the board exam. patulong sa pag pray guys ah. play hard and pray harder daw. hehehe. Godbless batch 2008!!!! 3-5-100!!!! go tamaraw nurses. go SRG blockmates. hahaha. =D

we can make it. we can do it. we can top the board exam!!!!!!!

Godbless all of us.

i love you pa. mwahh.

he's coming... he's coming

2008-04-01T19:28:00.000+08:00

philippine airlines flight PR 897

Ninoy Aquino Centennial Airport

11:00 am departure time in taiwan

1:30 pm arrival time in manila.

woohooo. what a nice graduation gift from God. yehey!!! im already excited. hahahahaha. Thank you LORD. hehehe. :D :D :D

i love you pa. Godbless.

a perfect prayer

2008-03-25T07:50:00.000+08:00

Dear God, most of us always desire a perfect situation, a perfect life. yet, You, my Lord, do not grant a perfect life. what You give instead is a perfect heart in the midst of an imperfect life. teach me to be cheerful, hopeful, smiling amidst imperfections and to enjoy Your wondrous blessings every moment in time. Amen.

this is a text message prayer that i received from a friend the other day. nagustuhan ko siya. parang gusto ko araw araw ippray ko siya kay God, para lagi ako ma-eenlighten. it fits kc on how i always expect things to be perfect, e hindi naman ganun. gaya nga sabi dun sa prayer, "just enjoy the wondrous blessings of God every moment in time." enjoy mo lang lahat ng blessings ni God. kc magugulat ka na mas marami pa siyang pwedeng ibigay sayo na mas maganda pa sa inaasahan mo.

i love you pa. Godbless.

layout

2008-03-24T16:38:00.000+08:00

masabi lang na summer yung layout ko. hahaha. summer na. gusto ko mag-beach. beach tayo. tara?? sama ako kug sinu man magbbeach. sana may budget din ako. hahahaha. sunburn!!! woohoo. beach. beach. beach. beach. ang kulit. hahaha.

speaking of summer. super favorite ko yung summer station id ng abs-cbn. kaya lang, gaya nga ng sabi ni pa. halos lahat ng naandun ay yung mga artist na may magagandang katawan. hindi lahat ng talent ng abs pinakita. wala lang. mas maganda kung pinagkasya nila lahta. hahaha. pero siper astig nun. hehe.

i love you pa.
Godbless.

two and four months.

2008-03-20T22:40:00.000+08:00

twenty eight months. eight hundred forty one days. two years and counting till forever. hehe.

happy 28th months anniversary.

i love you so much pa.

Godbless.

visita iglesia

2008-03-20T22:26:00.000+08:00

kakauwi ko lang. galing kami visita iglesia. kasama ko sina kim, danna, ozie, cheng, jake at yung friend ni jake na si glady's. super nakakapagod maglakad. nagpunat kami sa seven na church dito sa malabon at navotas. apat sa navotas tapos tatlo dito sa malabon. naglakad lang kami ah. medyo hindi mo rin naman mararamdaman yung pagod kasi masaya kasama yung mga kasama ko. puro kwento. tska dami rin ibang tao na nagvi2sita iglesia, kaya madami ka din makakasabay. halos lahat nga ng mga kasama ko first time lang mag visita iglesia e. hahaha. kakatuwa nga. ang saya makasama yung grupo sa ganun. naipakita namin ang aming mga sacrifice para sa holy week. hahahaha. ang galing. ang dumi ng paa q ngayon. hindi na siguro ako matutulog nito. aalis din kasi ni mama ng mga 5am e. punta kami ng san juan. visita iglesia naman kasama mga pinsan at auntie ko. pero this time may sasakyan na kami. hahahaha. saya!! woohoo!!

i love you pa. Godbless.

Happy Birthday JERMER. :D

2008-03-18T20:14:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday pa. (late na yung post, sorry) hahaha. debut mo na. wish ko for you is sana matupad lahat ng wish mo. and magawa mo lahat ng mga bagay na gusto mong gawin sa buhay mo. hahaha. dito lang lagi si ma. God will never be tired of blessing you with lots of things, kasi alam Niya na sobra-sobra yung pagmamahal na binibigay mo sa Kanya. i love you soooo much pa. mwahhh. uwi ka na ah.

nahirapan ako maghanap ng pix mo ah. ang choosy mo e. hahaha. baka kasi pag naglagay ako ng mga luma mong pix dito. magalit ka sa kin at i-break mo na ako. hahaha. epal?? wabshu pa. happy birthday. xoxo xoxo.

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY YATOT!!!!

i love you pa. Godbless.

is there all in this to life

2008-03-18T20:06:00.000+08:00

last march 07, 2008. na experienced ko ulit magrecollection. woohoo! super tagal na din nung huling beses ako naka attend ng reco. since elementary kasi sa catholic school ako nag-aral. tapos annually nagkakaroon kami ng recollection/retreat. isa sa yun sa pinaka favorite kong event na gingawa namin sa school. masaya kasi magreco/retreat e. kasama mo lang yung friends mo and lahat ng classmates mo. tapos maraming activities and sharing na nangyayari. you'll get to know your friends better. lahat ng mga pinagdadaanan nila and mga thoughts nila about life. and not just that, pinaka astig pa dun is mas makikilala mo si God ng mas mabuti. at mararamdaman mo kung gaano ka Niya kamahal, at gaano Siya kasaya kasi binubuksan mo yung sarili mo sa kanya, pati sa ibang tao. bonus pa dun kapag sobrang astig yung retreat master mo. kapag ka kasi ganun pipigain ka talaga nila, na tipong gusto mo na lang i-surrender lahat kay God. and nung nagreco nga kami nung march 07, hindi na naman ako binigo ni God. ang galing-galing nung nangyari. ang saya nung event. puro kantahan tapos sharing nung mga speaker sa bawat talk. and super nakaka-inspire lang yung mga tao sa ELIM. kung gaano sila kadidicated sa service nila kay God. halos lahat kasi nung nag-talk mga full time servant of the Lord na sila. Full time, meaning yun na talaga yung pinagkakaabalahan nila sa buahay. yung ipakita at i-share sa mga tao yung Word ni God. Astig silang lahat.

TALK1 - What are you chasing after
*Ate Dondon Dumadag* - trusting in God's plan and surrendering everything for His greater glory.

- make sure that the thing you're living for is worth dying for.
- But whatever gains I had, these I have come to consider a loss because of Christ. More than that, I even consider everything as a loss because of the supreme good of knowing Christ Jesus my LOrd. For his sake I have accepted the loss of all things and I consider them so much rubbish, that I may gain Christ. I continue my pursuit toward the goal, the prize of God's upward calling in Christ Jesus. -Philippians 3:7-8;14

TALK2 - The truth shall set you free
*Kuya Kiddo Cosio* - isang makamundo at mapanuksong usapan.

-we became comfortable with what is wrong.
-and you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free. - John 8:32
-all have sinned and are deprived of the glory of God. - Romans 3:23

TALK3 - (nakalimutan q yung title, nasira na kasi yung lcd sa part na 2 e. hehe.)
*Ate Carina* - God's love will never fail you. He will give you great things more than what you've imagined.

-May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing, so that you may abound in hope by the power of the holy Spirit. - John 15:13
-Yet it was our infirmities that he bore, our sufferings that he endured, While we thought of him as stricken, as one smitten by God and afflicted. But he was pierced for our offenses crushed for our suns, Upon him was the chastisement that makes us whole, by his stripes we were healed. - Isaiah 53:4-5

kapag ka nga naman pinakita ni God sayo kung gaano ka Niya kamahal wala ka na lang talagang magagawa kung hindi tagapin yung pagmamahal na iyon. wag ka ng choosy kasi yung inaalok niya sayo yun na yung piankamagandang mangyayari sa buhay mo, at hinding hindi ka magsisisi kapag tnanggap mo yun at hayaan mo lang na i-consume ka ng pagmamahal na iyon.

personally, marami akong kinakatakutang mangyari sa buhay. lagi kasi akong nagiisip ahead at nageexpect ng mga bagay. after nung recollection namin sa ELIM, parang sinabi sa akin ni God na wag akong mabahala sa mga bagay na paparating pa lang. magmahal ka lang. tumawa ka. magalit ka. mag-enjoy ka. lahat naman kasi yan plinano ko para sayo. magtiwala ka lang sa pagmamahal ko at hinding hindi ka nito papabayaan.

For I know well the plans I have in mind for you, says the Lord, plans for your welfare, not for despair! plans to give you a future full of hope. - Jeremiah 29:11

i love you pa.
Godbless.

mga lihim na pagnanasa

2008-02-28T07:56:00.000+08:00

gusto ko ng ice cream. pampalamig ng mainit na ulo. gusto ko ng kwek kwek. gusto kong libutin ang bawat sulok ng maynila, pati yung bagong bukas na under ground water adventure ek ek nila dun. madaming isda dun na hindi ko pa nakikita sa tana ng buhay ko. sabi ni kim lilibutin daw namin ang buong ermita at mag ffoodtrip lang. aprub ako dun. masaya yun. para ka lang bata na gustong bilhin lahat ng makikita mong pagkain sa daan. gusto ko ng pasta at pizza. nakakagutom. ang sarap nun lalo na yung amoy ng bell pepper. tapos yung pasta ko, lalagyan ko ng madaming madaming CHEESE. hay!! gusto ko magpunta ng greenhills at manuod ng sine dun. hindi pa kasi ako nakakanuod ng cine dun. ang jologs. pero siguro parehas lang din naman yun ng itsura sa ibang sinehan. gusto ko lang, para masabi lang na nakapanuod na ko dun. gusto ko ng cinnamon. ang bango at ang sarap. gusto ko mag starbucks. kahit kelan kasi hindi ko pa nabibili ang sarili ko ng kahit ano sa starbucks. lagi na lang ako nililibre. i-treat ko naman yung sarili ko minsan. pag nagkapera ako, isa yun sa mga una kong gagawin. gusto ko ng siomai at siopao. lumalabas na naman ang dugong intsik ko. paborito ko kasi yun e. kahit isang ligo na yun lang ang ulam ko, solve na ako. basta, iba't ibang clase lang ng luto ah. gusto ko ng spareribs sa LE CHING. chinese restaurant yun. matagal na din akong hindi nakakakain dun. d best dun. lahat ng chinese food dun masarap. gusto ko ng coke float tska hot fudge sa jolibee. gusto ko din ng doughnut at isang hot choco. mainit yun sa tiyan, tamang tama sa medyo malamig na panahon ngayon. gusto ko yung panahon ngayon. sana lagi na lang ganito, para masarap matulog sa gabi. mas masarap nga lang pag may kayakap ko. oooppppsss!!! gusto ko mag dvd marathon. saka ko na lang gagawin yan pag tapos na lahat ng activity sa school.

hay!! madami pa akong gusto. hindi ko na lang maisip yung. basta alam ko marami pa talaga sila. gusto mo ba sumama sa kin??

i love you pa. Godbless.

almost there

2008-02-26T16:42:00.000+08:00

final exam is over. im crossing my fingers for a good result. hahahahaha. i wasn't able to study kasi for that day because it was also our defense for our nursing research. tsk. tsk. defense done. woohoo!! we passed. it feels good. so good. sleepless nights and revision days are over. yey!! tapos na din ang revalida. at pasado ako. sayang lang talaga kasi late ako. hahahaha. i guess halos lahat naman pumasa e. duty days has also ended. the next time na magduduty ako, staff nurse na ako. hahahahha. hindi ko pa din ma-imagin. comprehensive exam na lang iniintay namin. and as of the moment puro small group discussion and in house review na lang ginagawa namin sa school. pero syempre may mga exceptions din. may iba kasi na hindi pa tapos sa lahat ng mga bagay na nabangit ko dito. hehe. tulad nung grupo nila pa, they're not yet done with their defense. i will be praying for them. sana maging okay lahat. btw, nakuha ko na din pala yung toga ko. hahaha. ang saya. iningit ko nga si kuya e. sabay kasi kami ggraduate this year. e yung sa kanila, wala pa hanggang nagyon. mtagal pa yata sa kanila e. hehe. and nasukatan na din pala ako ng gala for our pinning ceremony. hay!! ang bilis. almost there na kami. malapit na kami sa finish line. yes!!! praying for the best. God will provide us with good things. yey!!

send off party ng IN bukas. yehey!!! pinapaalis na nila kami. hahahaha. joke!! punta ang buong grupo. exciting to. hahaha. hope that it would be fun and be a memorable one. hehe. host si pa bukas.

i love you pa. Godbless.

invincible

2008-02-26T16:15:00.000+08:00

i want my feelings to be indestructible. hahahahaha. paano ko ba i-eexplain. masyado kasi akong fragile e. kapag masaya, masaya tlaga. at kapag malungkot, sobrang malungkot talaga. mabilis ako maapektuhan ng mga bagay na nangyayari sa paligid ko. akala ko dati mas inuuna ko yung feelings ng ibangg tao kaysa feelings ko. pero hindi din pala. madalas selfish din pala ako. im waiting for the day na hindi na ako magiging selfish. na matutunan kong tignan yung both sides ng pangyayari. na hindi lang yung pain inflicted sa akin yung iintindihin ko. na mas maging forgiving pa ako sa mga tao. tsaka wag na masyado maging emo at nega. hahahaha.

i love you pa.
Godbless.

two and three months

2008-02-26T16:13:00.000+08:00

you have to expect absence at some point, but that doesn't mean an end. all you have to do is to wait for a time, give the person space. because true love is proved when a person has seen the best people in the world, but still turns back to where you are. reaches for your hand, and chooses you above world's best.

i love you pa.
Godbless.

~i pray that God will grant my wish~

she loves him, but what if......

2008-02-03T00:53:00.000+08:00

......he deserve someone else, someone better. someone who would care for him the way he wanted to. who would know what to do whenever he had a bad day. someone who can make his heart smile. who can see the pain behind those smiles. a person who is as passionate as he is, and as outgoing as him. she will do evrything just to make him feel love. she knows how to carry herself whenever she's with him. the one who can put out the best in him. a person who can get along with his friends. and someone who he can have a good conversation with. sometimes she ask herself why is she doing this things to the boy. why is she constantly hurting him. now, she's in this situation where she is so confuse. she thinks the boy deserve someone better. but she also knows that he is the only one that she'd ever wanted.

i love you pa. Godbless.

please, tell me what to do?

2008-02-03T00:19:00.000+08:00

sabi niya sa sarili niya, tama na daw. dumating siya sa punto na iniisip niya kung tama pa ba to. kasi patuloy ka lang daw niyang nasasaktan sa mga bagay na ginagawa niya. mali. sa mga bagay pala na hindi niya nagagawa o inaasahan mong gawin niya. hindi rin naman niya maintindihan kung bakit niya yun nagagawa sayo e. sa maniwala ka't hindi, di niya yun sinasadyang dawin sayo. ang gusto lang naman niya ipakita kung gaano ka kahalaga e. hindi siya napapagod na mahalin ka. napapagod siya sa sarili niya. kasi paulit-ulit ka na lang niyang nabibigo. minsan naisip niya na sana maging ibang tao na lang siya. sana napapatawa ka din niya tulad ng iba. nagiging makabuluhan ang bawat paguusap tulad ng pakikipagusap mo sa ibang tao. alam naman niya talaga na sa simula't simula pa lang marami na kayong pagkakaiba. pero sinunod pa rin niya kung ano yung nararamdaman niya. sinubukan niyang baguhin kung ano ung panget, kaya lang may mga bagay na hanggang ngayon hirap pa rin siyang baguhin, o iimprove. hindi na rin kasi niya alam kung ano pa yung gagagwin e. sa isang banda, nailang siya bigla sayo kasi hindi na niya alam kung paano makikitungo sayo. na para bang kapag magkikita kayo o magkasama kayo hindi na niya alam kung ano ung tamang kilos na gagawin niya. hindi na nagiging natural. na dapat bago kayo magkita planado na niya lahat ng kilos na gagawin niya. simula sa paglalakad, sa pagtawa, sa mga bagay na ikkwento, hanggang sa bawat salitang lalabas sa bibig niya. naguguluhan siya e. natatakot na siya na may gawing mali na magiging dahilan ng pagkalungkot mo. please, sabihin mo na lang kung ano ba yung gusto mong gawin niya. ano ba yung gusto mo? ano ba yung dapat kong gawin. ayaw na niyang saktan ka. hindi naman daw niya minamasama ang bawat bagay na pinupuna mo. siguro nga masakit daw sa umpisa. pero alam mo namang handa niyang baguhin kung ano man yun. sana wag mo lang siya ikumpara sa ibang tao. kasi masakit yun para sa kanya. ikaw kasi yung taong inaasahan niyang tatanggap sa kanya e. nakakalungkot kasi isipin na minsan hindi ka sapat para sa isang taong mahalaga sayo. na iba pala yung inaakala mo sa tatoong nangyayari. sabihin mo lang sa kanya kung ano yung dapat niyang gawin.

i lvoe you pa. Godbless.

who is me?

2008-02-02T22:36:00.000+08:00

PERSONALITY TEST

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

The Real You

Here is the analysis:

1. You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.

2. You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.

3. You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.

4. Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.

5. Your boyfriend thinks that you are a real doll but this is not a totally positive thing. Sometimes you can be a bit too sweet, and come across as being helpless. If you're like this too frequently, your boyfriend and other people are likely to get tired of you having to rely on them all the time.

What's your personality love style?

Here is the analysis:

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

What type of personality do you have?

Here is the analysis: Bright and Cheerful

You are always cheerful and charming. You never get too serious with people when they're around, but when you are alone, you think carefully about what they have said. That's because you don't want anyone to see you being too somber. Your personality means you have a lot of friends and you are often the center of attention. Many people who fall into this category become artists and movie stars, perhaps fame could be yours in the future as well.

What does being a friend really mean to you?

You value your friendships: 70%

You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.

Are You Nosy?

Nosy Level: 50%

You may seem to be a nosy person to some people, but actually you are quite a serious person who's not at all interested in gossip. You just like to know what's going on around you. It's a natural interest and you can get offended when people tell you they think you're a sticky-beak.

Jealousy Test

Jealousy Level: 50%

You harbor hidden feelings of jealousy

You easily get jealous of other people, but you manage to control your expressions and emotions. For instance, when a close friend tells you that she has met the man of her dreams, you might sincerely say to her "Congratulations!", but what you're really thinking is "You're so lucky! Why can't I be you?"

Who is your dream guy?

Here is the analysis:

He is wild and adventurous. His path is often against the world. He does what he wants when he feels like. His type of girl is quite like him, independent and wise. If you love freedom and willing to risk, go for this guy.

How you control your husband, who will lead the family and who will be led?

You tend to adopt traditional roles of a fine woman. You listen to what your husband tell you attentively and enjoy being guided and led by him.

How deep is your love?

Depth: 73%

You have him in a corner of your heart. Don't lie to yourself; he's your special guy. Take good care of your heart. You still have a long way to go. Always remember that love has two edges. Being apart for a while might be a good chance to proof his love to you.

The Bottle

What if your boyfriend goes out with another girl?

You are like most others who take the middle track. Although you won't get over-worried, you are not too optimistic either. You overcome bad times after a while and patience will bring you happiness.

How well will you survive in this wild world?

Here is the analysis:

You always judge things by your feelings. You can minimize your mistakes by opening your mind through discussions with others. You might be surprised to find out something you never thought about.

The Thing You Forgot

Here is the analysis:

Selecting this item means you understand things around you well. However, when you want to prove that you are right, you are likely to insist with the words "yes, yes, yes", but don't offer further explanation.

The House

Here is the analysis:

Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person.

You love your house and family. You are a gifted artist as well. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes.

You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You always have plans on your mind. This might cause a lot of stress if things don't go the way you expect. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be.

You are not a romantic person by nature. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.

i love you pa. Godbless.

uncoded

2008-02-02T21:14:00.000+08:00

i can't figure out the feeling that i am feeling right now. na at one point hindi mo na lang alam kung ano yung nararamdaman mo or gusto mong maramdaman. na kulang na lang hilingin mo na pag gising mo isang araw wala ka ng maalala. para hindi mo na din maisip yun tapos hindi ka na din maguguluhan pa. sana nga ganun na lang kadali yun e. para hindi ako nahihirapan, tapos hindi ako nasasaktan, at hindi din ako nakakasakit ng iba. nakakapagod kasi e. lalo na kapag sarili mo yung kalaban mo. hindi ko alam kung masyado lang ba akong nag-oover react sa mga nangyayari. i am making things so complicated dahil sa mga nararamdaman ko. pero ganun kasi talaga ako e. wala na akong magagawa kung masyado akong emotional. isa yun sa mga bagay na matagal ko ng binabago sa sarili ko, pero hanggang ngayon hindi ko pa rin nagagawa.

i love you pa. Godbless.

piece of toot

2008-01-27T23:04:00.000+08:00

she wish she's perfect, so in that case the guy wouldn't settle for a piece of crap like her.

i love you pa. Godbless.

healthy living for 2008.

2008-01-24T19:26:00.000+08:00

normal lang na nagkakasakit ang isang tao. pero kung buwan-buwan ba siyang nagkakasakit normal pa ba yun? hahahaha. ganun kasi ako e. and as of this very moment, may sakit ako. hindi ko din ba alam. sadyang mahina lang ang immune system ko. bata pa lang talaga ako, super sakitin na ako. 3 beses na akong naco2nfine. baby pa lang ako, naranasan ko ng ma-ICU. kaya sobrang laki na talaga ng pag-kkautang ko sa mga magulang ko. hahahaha. kaya ngayong 2008, sabi ko sa sarili ko dapat healthy living na. nakakapagod magkasakit. gusto ko namang maranasan maging healthy. hgahaha. let's all go gor healthy living. tamang diet. inom ng vitamins. exercise. at enough rest and sleep. tigilan na ang pagiging matigas ang ulo at alagaan ang sarili. diba?

i love you pa. Godbless.

two and two months

2008-01-20T18:10:00.000+08:00

as we mature, we all have to make this transition. we all have to let go of some of our fairy tale and expectations from love. learn to embrace a kind of love that can survive a few hard winters. love that has been tested is far more inspiring than the love that has never known anything but bliss. don't look for a partner with whom you have no problems, but one you are good at over coming problems with. ~just like mine~

HAPPY 26th MONTH ANNIVERSARY!

i love you pa. Godbless.

Mr. and Ms. Institue of Nursing 2008

2008-01-20T17:50:00.000+08:00

January 2005. 1pm. FEU auditorium.

ayun yun e. kasali si ozie at angel. syempre dun ang group 14 para suportahan si ozie. woohoo. thanh God, 2nd runner up siya e. pro marami pa din ang nag-aagree na dapat si ozie talaga yung nanalo, with his Fortitude, Excellence and Uprightness na answer. ahahahaha. pro not pa din naman e.

syempre, nandun ang 804. picture picture muna.

hahahahaha. sukat na sukat sa mukha ni ozie. with gayle. yikeee. =D

ozie, while playing with his sax. nyay!!

2nd runner-ups.

the winners. woohoo!! ang ganda at gwapo nilang lahat.

i love you pa. Godbless.

sablay ka na naman boi.

2008-01-05T18:27:00.000+08:00

oo, aminado ako na sa buhay ko madami talaga akong sablay. madami talaga. konti nga lang yung tumatama e. sorry. madalas talaga pumapalya ako e. hirap kasi dumiskarte. madalas kakaisip ko ng tamang gagawin, tsaka pa ako mas lalong pumapalpak. mas lalong wala akong nagagawa. hindi ko din kasi alam kung bakit ako ganito. alam ko may magagawa pa ako. alam ko yung mali ko, aminado ako sa sablay talaga siya. susubukan ko talagang baguhin ito. alam ko na yung naging mali ko. hangga't maaari hindi ko na siya uulitin. mas magiging aware na ako sa gagawin at ikikilos ko. hay!!! tsk tsk tsk. sablay ka na naman che!!!!

i love you pa. Godbless.

a new beginning. a year of independence. wuahh!!

2008-01-05T18:17:00.000+08:00

2008 na. aun lang. wahehe. excited na ako sa mga mangyayari. sana madami pa din first times. nung nag scan kasi ako ng 2007 planner ko, halos lahat pala nung mga nangyari sa akin puro first times. dami masasayang experience and journeys. yehey!!!! sana ganun pa din ngayong year. sa tingin ko mas magiging tough yung year na ito e. bakit? it's a year of independence na kasi e. waaahhhh!!!! natatakot ako. super pressured na sa mga mangyayari. i pray na sana ma-handle ko siya ng maayos. sana mas maging super crazy pa din yung year na to. and ma-achieve sana lahat ng goals. wahehe. at sana join ka ulet sa 2008 ko ah. . HAPPY 2008 everyone.

i love you pa. Godbless.

thank you soooo much

2008-01-05T18:08:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! ahahahahahaha. anong petsa na che?

ngayon lang kasi nagka chance mag-post. kaya medyo late na. hehhe. masaya yung pasok ng taon for me. super!! i celebrated my medya noche at san juan. then umaga ng january went to montano hospital for our completion. tapos deretso na kina pa after ng completion ko. yehey!! daming blessings na natanggap. as in. material and non-material things. im so happy. tnx kay pa and family . sila kasi halos tumupad lahat ng nasa wishlist ko e. woohoo. so happy talaga. more than those material things, iba pa rin yung saya na naramdaman ko. tnx for making me happy and tnx for always making me part of the family. ang saya lanag talaga. hehe. enough of the drama che. just happy i've celecbrated my new year with them.

i love you pa. Godbless.

makes sense

2007-12-30T09:12:00.000+08:00

stupid = insensitive

am i?

or it's the other way round. hmmm.

i love you pa. Godbless.

soo much blessings

2007-12-25T18:33:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas to all.

i hope you had fun celebrating your christmas with your love ones. at sana naging masaya ka din kasi birthday ni JESUS ngayon e. HAppy Birthday! Ilan taon na kaya Siya? hhmmmm. hahaha.

kakaiba yung christmas ko this year. kasi cnelebrate ko siya sa hospital. hehe. pero wait. kagabi kasi sa san juan kami nag noche buena. yaerly doon na talaga kami nagcclebrate. kasama ang mga pinsan at mga pamangkin. kaya lang hindi na siya ganun ka jampack unlike noong mga christmas celebrations namin noong ako'y 5-10 taong gulang pa lamang. haha. medyo tahimik na ngayon. karamihan kasi nung mga pinsan may kanya kanya na din family, kaya thay have their own celebration na din. kami na lang natitira, yung batch namin ni kuya. haha. narealized ko nga lang bigla na next christmas obligado na ako na magregalo sa mga pamangkin at inaanak ko. shox! syempre graduate na e. & dapat nagwwork na. nyahahay. whew! nakakapressure na. haha. enwiez, ang weird nung mga regalo na natangap ko. naisip ko tuloy, uso na pala ipang regalo ngayon ang pagkain. hahahaha. puro kasi food yung nariciv ko. chips ahoy na chunky,ung malaki. tapos 2 pringles. isang cudbury na caramelo. at kung anu-ano pa. puro sweets lahat. pakiramdam ko nga magkaka-tonsillitis na ako nito e. hindi ko din kasi matantanan yung pagkain. sarap sarap. haha. sad to say nga lang, wala pa akong naririciv na kahit ano from my wishlist. hay! yaan mo na, masaya naman ako e. dami ko pagkain. haha. greedy?? hindi naman masyado. inenjoy ko lang yung mga regalo sa akin. hehe.

kaya ako nagcelebrate ng christmas sa hospital, kasi may schedule kami nag DR completion ngayon. kailangan na kasi macompleto ang mga cases before mag-end yung january. kaya eto nag-rush tuloy kami na pati christmas day pinatos na namin. masaya naman yung experience e. ako yung unang handle kanina. kakaawa si mommy. hirap kais siya maglabor. ayaw lumabas nung baby. tapos super bata pa ni mommy, 16 y/o lang siya. tsk tsk. pero thank God naman kasi after 1 hour ng pag llabor nalabas niya yung baby niya. its a boy. yipee. ka-birhday niya si JESUS. haha. isa pa ulet na yipee. kasi na-experinced ko na ding mag-cut ng cord for the first time. pero ang pinaka gusto ko talagang ma-experince e yung first baby catch ko. sana naman bago ako maging RN maranasan ko yun diba.

super kakatuwa yung pinoy big brother kanina. paano naman napaka choosy ni kuya. tinupad niya lahat ng wish ng mga housemates. as in literally speking. super bait niya. hahaha. binigyan niya ng sony bravia plasma tv si gabby, tapos laptop kay will and jon. basta, puro gadgets talaga. gusto ko na tuloy maging housemate sa bahay ni kuya. hahaha.

ang saya nung mga nangyari today. as in. kahit medyo nakakapagod. up to the least minute hindi nauubos yung blessing. nakausap ko kasi ulet sa phone si papa. and i just love our conversation. sana araw araw ganun. hehe.

merry christmas to all. give ko, asan na? hahaha.

i love you pa. Godbless.

the golden boy

2007-12-24T11:38:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 5Oth BIRTHDAY PAPA!

december 22, 2007. waahh!! ang tanda mo na pa. pero alam ko gwapo ka pa din. and you still look young. syempre naman, ikaw yata ang kamukha ko. at kahit sabihin pa nilang si mama ang kamukha ko. ipagdidiinan ko pa din na ikaw. ikaw. ikaw. at ikaw lang ang kamukha ko. carbon copy mo kaya ako. hahahaha.

miss na kita papa. sobrang miss na kita. hindi ko mapaliwanag yung pakiramdam e. basta, alam ko sobrang miss na kita. nung nakausap kita sa phone nung saturday, pinatawa mo na naman ako. ang saya ko noon. nakakamiss yung mga moments na ganoon. ang dami ngang memories na nagflash back e. mga panahon na pakiramdam ko prinsesa ako. mga times na nagagalit ka sa akin kasi tamad ako, pero sa huli ikaw din naman gagawa lahat ng dapat kong gawin. kahit galit ka na sa akin, hindi mo ko pinalo. gustong gusto ko kapag binubuhat mo ko kapag nakakatulog ako sa salas. kung pano mo ko bantayan sa telepono kapag may kausap akong lalaki. kung paano ka maging sticto, pero sa huli pagbibigyan mo pa din ako. kung paano mo sinusubukang ibigay lahat ng gusto ko. kapag hawak mo yung kamay ko tuwing mamamasyal tayo. kung gaano ka-secure yung pakiramdam ko kapag andito ka lang sa bahay. mga pagluto mo ng paborito kong ulam. pag-aalaga kapag may sakit ako. lahat yon namimiss ko. lahat yun hinahanap hanap ko pa din.

minsan naisip ko, namimiss mo din kaya ako. hindi mo naman kasi sinasabi e. ganoon naman kasi tayo. hindi tayo showy. pero romantic tayo. haha. mana ako sayo e. karamihan ng ugali na meron ako namana ko sayo. except nga lang yung pagiging matalino. hahaha. hay! ang dami ng taon yung lumipas. naisip ko lang minsan, paano kaya kung nandito ka. siguro mas masaya. sana nga andtio ka na lang e. para naransan ko naman na ihatid mo ako sa school. makita mo ko kapag pagod na pagod ako galing duty. sayang hindi mo man lang ako nakita noong mga panahong na-in love naulet ako. ang dami ng moments na lumipas, na nawala, na hindi mo nakita. sayang lang talaga. mapupunuan pa kaya yun. ang hirap na kasi ng sitwasyon. ang dami ng nabago. sana lang pag andito ka na ulet. mapunan lang yung mga panahon na nawala. nakakapanghinayang lang kasi e. i love you papa. happy birthday.

i love you pa. Godbless.

loving each other to the next level.

2007-12-20T22:15:00.000+08:00

a.k.a my two and one month post. hahaha. kengkoy yung title.

ganyan ko kasi dnidiscribe ang relasyon na meron ako ngayon sa boyfriend ko. ang napakagwapo at mahal na mahal kong si JERMER PINEDA CRUZ. hahaha. nakakatuwa lang. totoo naman kasi e. next level na talaga ang lahat ng nangyayari at mga mangyayari pa. whoops!! hahaha. sdobrang masaya lang at blessed. marami pa ding blessings. at parati pa ding ginuguide ni GOD. so thankful to him. si pa ang sign kung gaano ako kamahal ni God. at siya ang kumulumpleto na lahat ng kulang sa buhay ko. thak you pa. i love you so much.

HAPPY 25th MONTH ANNIVERSARY. yikee!!

i love you pa. Godbless us.

christmas break na diba?

2007-12-20T22:03:00.000+08:00

WAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!

e bakit parang hindi pa din?

bakit parang ang toxic ko pa din?

oo ramdam ko ng pasko na.

sobrang ramdam ko na nga e. at ang saya saya ko maisip ko pa lang yung idea na pasko na.

pero badtrip, daming humahadlang sa kaligayahan ko.

EPAL KAYONG LAHAT!!!!!

pakshyet na yan.

tigilan nio na kasi kakaisip ng mga gagawin.

paramdam nio naman sa kin na bakasyon na.

pwede ba yun?

huhuhuhu.

4 days na lang pasko na.

pero ang dami pa din ginagawa.

ni hindi ko man ma browse yung mga updates dito sa multiply ko.

panira kayo ng social life ko...

at ng tanging kaligayahan ko....

....ang pag bBLOG.

alam niyo bang dahil hindi ako nakakapagblog, nakalimutan ko na yung mga nangyari na gusto kong ilagay dito.

buwisit talaga.

WAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!! Kengkoy!!

i love you pa. Godbless.

bulok na koneksyon

2007-12-08T19:06:00.000+08:00

"hay! kelan kaya darating yung oras na sa isang pindot ko lang makukuha ko na at makikita ang gusto ko???? asa ka boi!!!!!"

gusto ko lang namang i-upload yung mga pictures namin sa huling linggo namin sa cavite (IBA). kakalungkot dahil hindi ko yun magagawa dahil sa bulok naming koneksyon. *buntong hininga*

i love you pa. Godbless.

simoy ng pasko.

2007-12-08T18:55:00.000+08:00

una sa lahat. HAPPY Immaculate Conception Feast Day sa ating lahat. ang daming tao kanina sa labas. super dami nakiki fiesta. haha. yup yup. fiesta din ng immaculate dito sa amin. and first time ko nakita kanina kung gaano siya kasaya. naisip ko tuloy, "pasko na ba?" dami kasing paninda sa labas. ang sarap nung mga kalamay, suman at kasoy. yum! tapos daming tiange. daming nagmamass. basta, jump packed yung daan kanina. kakatuwa yung mga tao. sarap picturan. makulay at maingay yung kalsada. ang lamig pa. haha. sa pagkakaalam ko, 3 days cncelebrate yung fiesta dito sa amin. so hanggang monday pa jump packed ang daan. alam ko sa monday yung luglog festival e. yung may mahabang parada ng pancit malabon. sarap2. simula nung lumipat kami d2 sa malabon, never pa ako nagkaron ng chance ma witness yung lulugan festival. lagi kasi akong may pasok sa school nun e. kya aun. sabi nila masaya daw un. malamang, madami pancit malabon e. haha.

noong pauwi na ako kanina. ay nakasalubong akong mga bata na nag ccaroling. kakatuwa sila tignan. ang saya saya kasi nila. at talaga nga namang makikita mo na ang pasko ay para sa mga bata.... at isip bata tulad ko. hahaha. ang saya saya naman kapag pasko.

i love you pa. Godbless.

18 days before christmas.

2007-12-07T17:49:00.000+08:00

yikes!!! malapit na christmas. lamig lamig na nga e. kaya mas masarap na matulog ngayon. hahaha. at dahil nga magpapasko na at nabanggit ko sa "i enjoyed it" post q na sana may camera ako. naisipan kong gumawa ng christmas wishlist ko. hahaha.

digital camera - ang sarap sarap kaya mag picture taking. ngumiti ng ngumiti at mag mukhang tanga sa harap ng camera. haha.
a brand new cellphone - gusto ko ng magpalit ng phone. matagal na. sobrang matagal na talaga. apat na taon ko ng phone yung phone ko ngayon. infairness naman sa kanya, hindi niya ako iniiwan. medyo pumapalya nga lang minsan. kaya lang lately, parang siya na rin yung nagsasabi na palitan ko na siya. hahaha.
go nut donuts planner - si pa ang nag impluwensya sa akin nito. nung una kasi okay na sa akin yung planner na nakita ko sa national bookstore, yung sterling yung tatak. ewan ko din ba kung bakit nagustuhan ko yung sa go nuts. hehe.
chuck taylor shoes - i just love it. at wala akong pera pambili. gusto ko yung pink or di kaya mint green. hahahaha.
a dress? - wahahaha. pa girl na kasi ako ngayon. hahaha. asa ka che? jologs ka e. hehe.
jacket - lamig kasi e. ^_^
mickey mouse shirt - favorite cartoon character ko si mickey mouse. pero ni isang item yata na mickey mouse wala ako. hahaha.
a box of chocolates - mahilig lang talaga ako sa tsokolate. yum! yum!

wala na ako maisip, kaya yan na lang muna for now. kapag meron pa, idadagdag ko na lang. kung mapapansin niyo karamihan nung nasa wishlist ko this year, parehas lang din nung nasa last year ko. sa tingin miyo bakit kaya parehas lang? hmmm. understandable naman siguro yun diba. hahaha. paano kaya ako magkakapera. dami kaylangan regaluhan e. huhuhu. i checked my wallet. wala na laman. sana pwede ko siya picturan para mapakita ko sa inyo kung gaano siya kasimot. wawa ako. siguro isang bagay pa na laging magpapaalala sa akin ng copar ay yung panahon na nilimas niya ang laman ng wallet ko. badtrip. hahaha. okay lang. masaya pa din ako. bigyan ko na lang ng masarap kong kiss ang mga yung mga taong mahal ko kapag hindi ko sila naregaluhan. hahahahaha.

just hope and pray that everyone will be happy this coming christmas. sana mapsaya ko mga tao sa paligid ko. sana marami pang tao yung bumait. at sana mas maging malamig pa. hehehe. let's give and share love. hug & kiss the people you love.

i love you pa. Godbless.

i enjoyed it so much.

2007-12-07T17:23:00.000+08:00

Community Organizing Participatory Action Research is now over. Wahahahaha. ang saya! ang bilis. still can't believe na tapos na siya. haha. as i am always saying in my lfd, this copar has really been a crazy experience for me. sobrang daming personality development. and nakita ko na naman ulet through this experience na God truly loves me. i've always been asking for this. and God had answered my prayers through this copar journey. haha. natutunan kong mahalin yung copar kc nakita ko kung paano nito binago si che. si che na hindi man lang marunong makipagusap sa ibang tao dati. si che na hindi man lang kayang magsalita sa harap ng maraming tao. at si che na walang katiwatiwala sa sarili niya. kung iisipin mong ipocrito ako, hindi kita masisisi. basta ako, masaya ako. at hinding hindi ko makakalimutan ang experinced na to, pati ang mga tao na nakibahagi sa paglalakbay ko na ito.

PICTURE PICTURE muna

Boys will be boys. (paolo, jake, kim, ozi.) Girls just wanna have fun. (wid yale, from the geria com.) it's socialization time. guys from the other grup. (thonyo, movi, ian, coleen & dharyl) Kain na po tayo. ang Takaw q. ^_^ (justine, tere, hana, cielo, lori, ako & chantlle.) woohoo! one of the best committee ang HEALTH CARE PROVIDER. Yehay! ang ganda at ang ggwapo nming lhat. (wid our ci, mam catanghal)

ayan lang muna for now. hopefully i-upload na ng mga groupmates ko yung mga pictures na nasa kanila. hay. how i wish may camera na din ako . i love picture taking e. huhuhu. tgal kc nila mg upload ng photos e. minsan nga hindi na. hehe, oh well, if ever makakuha ako ng pics sa knila. i-post q d2.

sana masiyahan ka din sa magiging copar experience mo.

i love you pa.

Godbless.

happily ever after

2007-11-26T18:38:00.000+08:00

ano na ba ang nangyayari? hahahaha. hindi ko na din alam e. nawawala na aq sa sibilisasyon. sobrang dami ginagawa. minsan napapatanga na lang aq sa mga pinaguusapan ng mga tao dahil hindi ko na talaga alam yung nangyayari. as i've said dun sa post q na, "the game is on." start na nga ng copar namin. and that's for one month. 4 days a week, for one whole month. super dami ng gingawa pero masaya naman e. gaya nga ng sabi q, this experience made me discover a lot of new things with in me. hahaha. kengkoy ka che! pro totoo talaga. masaya ang Copar, except the fact the magastos lang talaga siya. yun lang yung nakakainis na part. pero all in all na-eenjoy ko ang Copar namin. with the help na rin ng clinical instructor namin, si mam catanghal. she's really a big help. napaka inspiring niya. and napaka galing mag motivate. hahaha. plus the fact na kasama ko ang buong grupo, "sentai katorse." nakakatuwa na makilala sila ng mas mabuti. masaya na makabonding yung mga tao na hindi q naman madalas makausap o makapalitan ng opinion sa mga bagay bagay. ang galing galing lang talaga. woohoo!!!

ano meron sa title?? hahha. ewan q din. trip lang. nakuha q sa movie na, "the ENCHANTED." seriously, kaya yan yung title q, dahil nag 2nd year anniversary na kami ni pa. hahaha. kaya aun. happily ever after. epal!

thankful lang aq, kasi we're given the chance na makapag celebrate ng anniversary namin kahit na sobrang tight ng schedule namin. i am so happy. and so blessed with my relationship right now. what i wish is that God may always guide us, me and pa. my resolution for our realtionship this year is that, i would stop being paranoid and be more sensitive with pa's feelings. sensitive in a sense that i should also consider the things that pa is doing for our relationship. hindi puro na lang yung paghihirap at pagtitiis ko yung uunahin ko. in short, selfishness q ay dapat ng mawala. ehehe. i pray na magawa q siya, para hindi q nasasaktan si pa, pati yung sarili q. i love him so much.

gtg na, Copar na ulet bukas. magiimpake pa aq e. hahha. lalayas na naman aq. huhuhu.

i love you pa. Godbless.

more than what i wished for.

2007-11-24T18:06:00.000+08:00

never imagined that God would give me what i have now. and what amazed me more is the fact that He is giving me more than what i asked for. sa lahat ng aspeto ng buhay ko, hindi Siya pumapalya sa pagbibigay ng mga bagong pagsubok sa akin. mga pagsubok na akala q sa una hindi ko kakayanin. masaya aq. masaya kasi maraming nadagdag sa pagkatao q. masaya kasi nagmamahal at minamahal aq. may mga aspeto siguro na sablay, pero ganun daw tlga yun e. para balanse lang ang lahat. hindi pwedeng nasayo ang lahat. kung ano aq ngayon at kung ano yung meron aq at kung sino ang kasama ko, isa lang ang masasabi ko, kuntento ako.

i love you pa. Godbless.

feelings of happiness, contentment. . .

2007-11-19T18:51:00.000+08:00

im happy. free. contented. overwhelmed. leader. excited. anxious. crazy. sleepy. exhausted. blessed. super. great. frustrated. homesick. in love. real. good. kind. happy hearts. happy minds. fun. enjoy. making the most out of everything. thankful. blissful.

so many emotions. hindi q alam kung anu ang uunahing ipaliwanag. haha. over all, im happy. marami ng nangyayari and hindi pa q nakakagawa ng post na matino. hehe. sa sunod na lang. 3rd week na namin bukas ng community immersion sa cavite. and at the same time 2nd year anniversary na namin ni pa. yipee!! so excited. it feels great to have someone whom you can share your happiness with. Thanking God for giving us these two years. and praying for more years to come. happy. happy. happy. im so happy, oh so happy......

i love you pa. Godbless.

The game is on

2007-11-04T12:21:00.000+08:00

Woohoo!! are you feeling the pressure? Shocks! Last semester na ito for our batch. Mixed emotions yung nararamdaman ko. Pero hanggat maaari ayokong mangibabaw yung kaba sa akin. Mawawala kasi sa focus e. Excited ako sa mga experiences na pwedeng ma-experience. hehe! As of now, sinasabi ko na sa sarili ko na mahirap na talaga yung mga pagdadaanan namin. As most of my relatives would say, "che, lahat na ng hardships mapagdadaanan mo na ngayon as a graduating student." And i think tama naman talaga sila e. Pro kaya namin ito, sanay na kami sa lahat ng hirap. hahaha. Basta ang motto ko nagyon, Go with the flow and stay ahead of the game, because this is going to be a tough fight. The game is really on. Our batch will going to bring it on. hahaha! Magaling kami laaht! malaki talaga yung paniniwala ko na kaya ng batch namin ito (3-5-80). We're smart kids and we put God in everything we do. Kaya alam ko kaya namin ito. With Gods grace and guidance we will succeed. Hay! Ang say ko. Ang sarap ng feeling ng graduating ka na. Woohoo! Start na ulit ng classes tomorrow. Sembreak is now over. And for our first week, start na ng CO Immersion (COPAR) ng cluster namin (cluster1). This is it. Lets do this guys!!

AHU!! AHU!! AHU!! =D

i love you pa. Godbless us all.

never in my wildest dreams.

2007-10-28T20:41:00.000+08:00

My trip to Zambales. woohoo. ang saya. mga bagay na nakapagpasaya sa apat na araw na pananatili sa zambales. mga bagay na unang beses ginawa. mga taong nakasama at naging bahagi ng masayang paglalakbay.

rochele at jermer. excited!! Zambales, here we come. Sa victory liner terminal sa pasay. Bago sumakay ng bus, picture pucture muna kami. ciara, aq, apple, dan, at pa. Sa san marcelino na kami. yehey! malapit na kami kina chester. Nakaka amaze ung view. puro green. Ayan, magstart na kami maglakad sa lahar. inenjoy ang pagtahak sa lahar. woohoo. sarap sa paa. haha.

jan kami titira. nasa baba na kami niyan. ang taas no? hehe.
Good morning Sta. Fe
Magandang umaga. breakfast na. sarap ng tulog namin. Sobrang masaya aq at nakasama ko kayong lahat. salamat. on da way sa ilog. ang init ah. ligong ligo na kami. malayo pa ba nag ilog ni chester? haha. model? haha. ligong ligo na aq. hahaha. tatawid na ulit kami ng ilog.
sarap maligo sa ilog. maulit pa kaya to? sana
pa picture sa kalabaw na maputi. apple, vadz, at aq. luksong baka muna habang hinihintay ang kuliglig. ang saya. sarap tumawa. Uwi na kami niyan. astig na bayanihan sa gitna ng lahar. woohoo. =D huling sulyap. makakabalik pa kaya ako dito? hay!

tuwing iisipin ko ang mga araw na nanatili ako sa zambales. iniisip ko pa din kung totoo ba ang lahat. hindi ko inaasahan na magiging ganoon ako kasaya. hindi akalain na pwede pa lang mangyari ang lahat ng iyon. sobrang masaya. sobrang blessed. sobrang tuwang tuwa na parang bata. nag enjoy sa lahat na ginawa. lahat first time. kya super memorable. tnx sa grupo ni pa. nag enjoy aq kasama kayong lahat, sayang nga lang hindi completo. salamat ng marami kay chester. at salamat din kay pa. ang saya ko talaga. Bliss. ecstatic. thrilled.

i love you pa. Godbless.

click here for more pictures.

emotions put to the test

2007-10-21T09:48:00.000+08:00

Nakakapagod intindihin yung mga nararamdaman ng mga tao sa paligid ko. Lagi kong iniisip yung nararamdaman nila, pero ni minsan ba inisip din nila yung nararamdaman ko. Of all people sila pa yung magpaparamdam nito sa akin. Sila na tunuring ko ng pamilya ko. Kung alam lang nila kung gaano kasakit yung ginagawa nila. Pero sa tingin ko wala din naman silang pakialam. Ni minsan hindi ako naging self centered na tao. Pinagiisipan ko ang bawat desisyon na gagawin ko. Ayaw ko kasing nakakasakit ng iba. Kaya lang nakakasawa din e. minsan sarili ko naman kaya yung unahin ko. Maging madamot din kaya ako. Wag ko ng isipin yung mararamdaman nila kasi ganun din naman sila sa akin. May pakialam ba sila sa akin? Wala naman e. ni minsan ba inalam nila kung ano na yung mga pinagdadaanan ko sa buhay ko. Nagbigay ba sila ng oras para tanungin man lang kung okay ako. Nagagalit ako, naiinis ako!!! Pakiramdam ko kasi iniwan nila ako sa ere. Iniwan nila ako magisa.

"I’ve chosen to be silent. That’s my decision. Paganahin na lang po ang dapat paganahin. If you still don’t get me. Or if you think that I’ve change a lot, siguro this is for good. Gusto ko din lumabas yung mature side natin by using our head.hindi na tayo mga bata para hindi malaman ang mga ginawa natinna akala natin tama pero hindi pala."

The more we try to be mature, the more immature we become. If this is your idea of being mature, then its fine with me. I just don’t get the fact that you’re pushing us away. Sinasabi mo na hindi naman ako yung taong involve dito. Pero hindi mo ba naisip na kahit hindi ako involve dito apektado pa din ako. Ang tanga mo naman para hindi maisip iyon. Parang hindi mo naman ako kilala niyan, para isipin mo na hindi ako maapektuhan. Wag lang kasi puro sarili yung isipin natin. Hindi lang ikaw yung nahihirapan dito. Hindi mo nakikita na mas nagmumukha kang isip bata sa mga gingawa mo. Pwede naman kasi siyang pagusapan, diba? That’s how mature people think, and that’s how mature solve their problems. They talk, they communicate with the person involved. Sa tingin mo ba kung alam din niya na may nagawa siyang mali sayo magwawalang kibo lang siya? Ang baba naman ng tingin mo sa amin. Wag mong ibigay sa akin yung excuse mo na kaya ayaw mong sabihin sa akin yung rason kasi alam mo na sasabihin ko yun sa kanya. Yeah, you’re right!! Sasabihin ko talaga yun sa kanya. Because as her friend, I believe that she has the right to know what’s happening. Hindi ko ma gets kung bakit pilit mong binbago yung sarili mo at ang takbo ng pagkakaibigan natin. Gusto ko malaman mo na nasasaktan mo na kami. Wag mo kaming itulak palayo sayo, kasi baka magulat ka na lang na iwan ka namin kahit hindi naming gustong gawin. Magisip isip ka friend. Wag puro pride ang pairalin.

It’s sad when people you know, become people you knew. When you can’t walk right pass someone as if they were never a big part of your life. How you used to be able to talk for hours, and now you can barely look at them. It’s just sad how things change.

I love you pa. Godbless.

one and eleven months

2007-10-20T20:08:00.000+08:00

woohoo. one month na lang. haha. excited na ako. thank God for giving us 23 months of loving each other. i know He'll continue to guide us. akalain mo nga nman, parang ang bilis lang. ewan ko ba. hindi ko din namalayan na ganun na pala yun katagal. and habang tumatagal, mas masaya yung pakiramdam. ^_^ nasa tagaytay si pa ngayon e. ka inggit. hahaha. nagliliwaliw muna siya dun. sembreak na e. haha. joke lang. may gathering sila dun for FFL. aun. at least nakalabas na ulet si pa sibilisasyon. tagal na niya gusto gawin yun e. hahahaha.

HAPPY 23rd MONTH ANNIVERSARY

i love you pa. Godbless.

mushy desktop (newt. endang. lea. mariel. coup.)

2007-10-20T19:54:00.000+08:00

hahahaha. mushy ang desktop ko. aun yun e. para lagi ko nakikita si pa. epal!!

My Desktop Free View Instruction:

A. Upon receiving this tag, immediately perform a screen capture of your desktop. It is best that no icons be deleted before the screen capture so as to add to the element of fun.

You can do a screen capture by:

[1] Going to your desktop and pressing the Print Scrn key (located on the right side of the F12 key).

[2] Open a graphics program (like Picture Manager, Paint, or Photoshop) and do a Paste (CTRL + V).

[3] If you wish, you can “edit” the image, before saving it.

For MAC users: Press [ Apple] [ Ctrl ] [ Shift ] and [ 3 ]

B. Post the picture in your blog. You can also give a short explanation on the look of your desktop just below it if you want. You can explain why you preferred such look or why is it full of icons. Things like that.

C. Tag five of your friends and ask them to give you a Free View of their desktop as well.

D. Add your name to this list of Free Viewers with a link pointing directly to your Desktop Free View post to promote it to succeeding participants.

Participants and their desktop!

* iRonnie
* vera
* AZRAEL
* M A R U
* gasti
* joiceyyy
* neah
* jermer

* che

add your link after mine

TAGGING: newt. endang. lea. mariel. coup.
I love you pa. Godbless.

one of the boys

2007-10-11T20:40:00.000+08:00

whew! nakakapagod pala ang maglakbay kapag may kasama kang dalawang makulit na mokong. hahaha. pero okay lang. cowboy naman aq e. at na-enjoy ko namang kasama si jek at kimpot. as usual tawa ako ng tawa. kaming tatlo kasi yung nag volunteer na gumawa ng task for our beloved group. nagpunta kami ng v.luna hospital para kunin yung id namin na super tagal bago nila nagawa. actually tapos na yung rotation namin dun, tapos ngayon lang namin nakuha id namin. azar!! bulok na sistema talaga. military hospital na yun ah. haiz!!. next stop, FEU-NRMF. drop by lang kami for the submission of our EBN's. supr nakakapagod magbyahe, idagdag mo pa ang mainit na panahon. after nun, punta sm north para kumain. thn nagayasi kimpot na manuod ng movie. STARDUST!!!! i love it. galin. damng twist. kakatuwa. hahahaha. i suggest thatyou watch it. so you'd meet billy. hahahaha.

masaya aq ngayon kahit nakkpgod. i enjoyed my day. sana ikaw din. kaya lang, medyo frustrated at nag self pity lang kanina habang nasa mall aq. may convention kc sa may sm block ng mga latest gadgets. aun daming cellphone, digicams and mp3 player. sana meron na din aq nun. aun lang. *buntong hininga* ^_^ sayang, mas maganda sana kung may pix kami knina. lang camera e. sa memory ko na lang muna. hehe.

i love you pa. Godbless.

kailan kaya?

2007-10-09T20:52:00.000+08:00

nasa fx aq nun. nakakapagod. nakatingin lang sa bintana ng sasakyan. tinatahak na namin ang daan patungo sa mga bahay namin. ang tagal, medyo naiinip na ako e. hinayaan ko na lang na aliwin ako ng kagandahan ng gabi. pinagmamasdan ko ang ilaw sa daan. ang ganda. gustong gusto ko talaga kapag gabi na. ang sarap pagmasdan ng langit. parang sinasabi niya sa akin na tapos na naman ang isang araw at ang sarap magpahinga, at pagnilayan lahat ng nangyari sa buong araw.

habang nakatanaw sa daan, naisip ko lang yung mga bagay na gusto ko at gusto kong gawin. ang dami na pala nila. sobra!! yung iba doon, high school pa lang ata gusto ko na. pero hanggang ngayon hindi ko pa din sila nagagawa. minsan tinatanong ko yung sarili ko kung magagawa ko pa kaya sila. kailan ko kaya sila makukuha at magagawa? minsan kasi parang frustrations na lang sila e. siguro kasi karamihan din sa kanila, imposibleng mangyari (sa ngayon?). o dahil weirdo din kasi yung mga naiisip kong gawin. o dahil wala din akong ginagawa para makuha at mangyari sila. ang hirap kasi kapag wala ka ding kapital. kahit nakakapagod umasa, umaasa ka pa din na mangyayari yung mga yon. ang sarap kasi mangarap e. na tipong ayaw mo ng gumising o kumurap man lang. kaya lang magugulat ka na lang kasi minsan, hinihila ka na pala ng realidad pabalik. saka na lang daw ulet aq mangarap. harapin ko daw muna kung ano yung meron ako sa ngayon.

bababa na pala kami. tapos na naman ang isang saglit na paglisan ni che sa realidad. nakabalik na ulit ako sa totoong mundo na umaasang may naghihintay na magandang kinabukasan.

i love you pa. Godbless.

what's the WORTH of all of this?

2007-10-05T16:18:00.000+08:00

nalungkot ako noong biglang lumabas sa mga bibig mo ang mga linyang yun. hindi ko kasi inasahan na yun yung isasagot mo. masakit, kasi ni minsan hindi ko naiisip na iisipin o mararamdaman mo yun. ni minsan hindi ko naisip na magiging concern pala yun. masyado kasi akong naging kampante. hindi ko din alam kung bakit masyado akong naapektuhan. siguro kasi nahiya ako bigla. sobrang NAHIYA ako. siguro kasi at some point natamaan mo yung ego ko. ouch!!! talaga. siguro nga nag-joke ka lang. pero, ikaw na nga din ang madalas magsabi na jokes are half meant. kaya may part pa din sa akin ang nababagabag. sorry, masyado lang kasi talaga akong sensitive pagdating sa ganitong aspeto.

>>In a brief conversation, a man, speaking to a woman, was out to pursue the question, "What kind of man are you looking for?" She sat quietly for a moment before looking him in the eye and asked, "Do you really want to know?" Reluctantly, he said, "Yes" as she began to expound. "As a woman in this day and age, I am in a position to ask a man what he can do for me that I can't do for myself. I pay my own bills. I take care of my household without the help of any man- or woman for that matter." I am in the position to ask, "What can you bring to the table?" The man looked at her. Clearly he thought that she was referring to money. She quickly corrected his thought and stated, "I am not referring to money. I need something more. I need a man who is striving for perfection spiritually because I don't need to be unequally yoked. Believers mixed with unbelievers is a recipe for disaster. I am looking for someone who is Sensitive enough to understand what I go through as a woman, but Strong enough to keep me grounded. I am looking for someone who I can Respect. In order to be submissive, I must respect him. I cannot be submissive to a man who isn't taking care of his business. I have no problem being submissive. He just has to be worthy. God made woman to be a helpmate for man. At this point, I can't help a man if he can't help himself." When she finished her spill, she looked at him. He sat there with a puzzled look on his face, and declaimed, "You're asking for a whole lot!" To which she gracefully replied. "Only if you think I'm not WORTH a lot." <<

i love you pa. Godbless.

changes

2007-10-05T15:05:00.000+08:00

i hate it when people can't compensate with my emotional needs. i'm trying to reach out and yet you just pushed me away. i know that you're going through a rough point in your life right now. i know i'm not making things easy for you. i can't even do anything to help you out. im just asking for a simple appreciation from them, yet they can't even give it to me. i guess that;s the way life has always been. you can't get what you've always been expecting. things changed, and people also does. the sad part is, sometimes when they want to change, you just have to deal with it. no questions ask.

Danna Aisha Marinas Dela Cruz

2007-10-01T11:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANNA

Happy birthday danna (september29). thank you for being a friend to me. alam mo namang ikaw yung isa sa mga taong pinagkakatiwalaan ko. salamat sa oras na binibigay mo para makinig sa mga kadramahan ko sa buhay. salamat sa pamumuna mo sa mga mali kong ginagawa. salamat dahil lagi kang anjan para sa akin. hindi lang para sa akin kundi sa buong group14. lagi mo kaming inaalala kahit lagi ka namin niloloko. hahaha. pero hindi naman ibig sabihin nun hindi ka namin mahal. ang sarap mo lang talaga lokohin. hahaha. joke lang. mahal ka namin danna. napakaswerte namin dahil kagrupo at kaibigan ka namin. wag ka magbago ah. always stay sweet and kind. i wish you happiness, kahit alam kong lagi ka nmang masaya. hahahaha. and i also wish you a good lovelife. hahaha. dadarating din siya. hehe. i love you danna. take care always. dito lang din ako pag may problem ka. Godbless. mwahh.

i love you pa.

Godbless.

testing.

2007-09-23T23:12:00.000+08:00

woohoo!! sa wakas na experience q din ung bagong cpu namin. obviously nagagamit q na siya, kasi madaling araw na gising pa din ako. hehe. grinab q na tlga yung oppurtunity na 2. simula kc dumating ung pc d2 sa bahay ngayon ko lang tlga xa naka face-to-face. hahahaha. epal kc c kuya. puro na lang games. games. games. games. walangjung naman oh. di na naawa sa bunsong kapatid niya na sabik na sabik na sa blog niya. hahaha. kaya ito. todo post ng bagong entry. sinusubukan kung mabilis ba ang bagong cpu. sakto lang naman siya. mas nag improve kaysa sa dati. super laki tlga ng improvement. sinusumpa ko na yung luma naming pc no. hahaha. mas maganda siguro ito kung naka dsl. hahhaa. demanding. im thankful, dahil ang aking matagal ng pinapanalangin ay na andito na sa harap ko. thank you Lord. woohooo!! hahaha. patience lang tlga yan e. hahaha. o siya, siya. dito ko na tapusin ang mga maliligayang araw ko. ako'y magpapahinga na. napagod ako e. si God kasi, binigay na lahat ng emotion na pwedeng qng maramdaman ngayon. hahaha. joke lang. i feel super blessed.

i love you pa. Godbless. =D *sana mag dsl na kami. hahaha.*

fearless na ako!

2007-09-23T22:57:00.000+08:00

fear, n. sense of threathening danger; dread: v.t. & v.i. to be afraid of; to dread.

natakot ako. natakot akong makinig, natakot akong maapektuhan ng mga bagay na maririnig ko. pinipilit kong wag intindihin yung mga sinasabi nila noong mga oras na iyon. pinipilit kong ilipat yung attention ko sa ibang bagay. alam ko kasi na maaapektuhan ako. natakot ako na malaman ung mga bagay na kinatatakutan ko. pero wala na akong nagawa. andun na ako. nakatayo, kasama silang lahat na alam ko natatakot din. hindi ko na napigilan. sumambulat na sa akin lahat ng takot sa buhay ko. ang hirap tanggapin na nabuhay ako sa takot. ang sakit. ang bigat. buong buhay ko puno na lang lagi ng takot.

alam Niya na nahihirapan na ako. kaya Siya na rin yung gumawa ng paraan para harapin ko lahat ng mga iyon at isuko ang lahat ng iyon sa Kanya. ang gaan sa pakiramdam. ang sarap. wooo!!! salamat.

ngayon, may mga takot pa din sa sarili ko. sabi nga nila hindi naman ganun kabilis mawawala yun. nagtitiwala ako sa Kanya. alam ko maraming magandang plano. at alam ko kasama lang Kita palagi. unti-unti ko ng aalisin yung takot ko. alam ko mahirap to. pero kakayanin ko. woohoo!!

i love you pa. Godbless. =D

one and ten months

2007-09-23T22:27:00.000+08:00

i just cant stop loving him

*mataba ka man o payat ka, mahal pa din kita. gwapo ka naman kahit saang angulo mo tignan. woaahh!!! i love you pa. =D*

i'm giving you a part of my attention, my effort, my time, my love. not because you deserve it, but i guess it already belongs to you. it might not be enough, it might be too small, but this little part is a part of something big in me that i don't just simply give away.

HAPPY 22nd MONTH ANNIVERSARY

i love you pa. Godless. =D

hate that i love you.

2007-09-03T16:04:00.000+08:00

That’s how much I love you That’s how much I need you And I can’t stand you Must everything you do make me wanna smile Can I not like it for awhile You know exactly what to do So that I can’t stay mad at you For too long, that’s wrong Sad and it’s not fair how you take advantage of the fact that I Love you beyond the reason why And it just ain’t right One of these days maybe your magic won’t affect me And your kiss won’t make me weak But no one in this world knows me the way you know me So you’ll probably always have a spell on me.

i love you pa. Godbless. =D

i love love.

2007-09-02T16:21:00.000+08:00

"i am, by my own admission, a hopeless romantic. if such a thing is possible, i am in love with being in love. i love love. but i've come to realize that i don't really know much about it. i can tell you all about the warm, fuzzy side of love. i can throw myself into romance with all the passion of romeo, but in God's school of true love, i'm still in kindergarden."

i love you pa. Godbless.

movie galore

2007-08-29T17:04:00.000+08:00

kahapon. nag movie galore kami ni pa. adik si pa e. hahaha. aun, masaya. nanuod kami ng dalawang movie.

1st stop. a love story. the movie was great. it's a tear jerker for me. haha. ewan ko lang kay pa, huh? ewan ko ba. masyado kasi akong nadadala sa mga lines and scenes sa movies. and i believe na nangyayari talaga yun sa tootong buhay. si angelika panganiban, epal! ang sexy niya. super hot niya. *whew!* ay naku! at ang daming INTIMATE moments sa movie. kakakilig ng sobra. hahaha. & infairness kay maricel, hindi siya nagpahuli. super flawless. and bare kung bare. hahaha. aga is soo gwapo & macho. he's soo hot!!! basically, umiikot ung buong movie sa idea of love, being love by someone & giving love in return. kaya nga "a love story" yung title e. it's like, doing everything for love. na tipong magpakababa ka para sa taong mahal mo. ako kaya? ano kaya yung kaya kong gawin for love? hanggang saan yung pwede kong ibigay for love. para kasi sa akin dapat pag nagmamahal ka, dapat binibigay mo yung lahat. para no regrets sa huli. pero hindi ka rin kasi pwedeng magsalita ng tapos hanggat hindi ka nalalagay o hindi mo naexperience yung ganung situation sa buhay mo. diba? ang gulo. complicated talaga ang love. pero masaya pa rin ang ma-inlove. hahaha.

next stop. Evan almighty. hahahahahahahahahaha. tawa ako ng tawa. sooobra talaga. galing! napaka inspiring. ang masasabi ko lang after the movie, "GOD is sooo GREAT." if you want to change the world, do an Act of Random Kindness at a time. if you asked God for something he would not give you the exact thing you've asked for, but he will give you the chance to experience what you've asked for. GETS?? labo ba? hahaha. panuorin mo na lang evan almigthy. hahaha.

i love you pa. Godbless.

spoiler

2007-08-23T19:54:00.000+08:00

if you want to see a heart pumping stunts, breath taking routines, gorgeous and handsome cheer dancers (xmpre lahat un sa IN. haha. bias!). just watch the feu inter-institute cheer dance tomorrow. AUGUST 24, 2007. 4pm. @ FEU GROUNDS. let's all support the. institute of nursing cheering squad. GO IN!!!! i smell victory. champion na to.

i love you pa. Godbless.

~walang duty. makakanuod aq. yipee! GO PA!

when need arises.

2007-08-23T19:46:00.000+08:00

salamat, kasi pinaramdam nio sa akin na mahalaga ako. salamat ng madami. hindi ko inasahan na sa gitna ng problema ko dadarating ang tulong mula sa inyo. pinasaya niyo ako. hindi man kayo nakatulong literally, but the mere fact na pinakita nio yung concern nio sa akin napakasarap nun. salamat ng marami.

i love you pa. Godbless. =D

one and nine months

2007-08-20T16:51:00.000+08:00

the bond that we've shared can never be replaced by anything HAPPY 21st month anniversary!

Love is not the only reason why a relationship stands for years or till forever. we might think that loves holds the relationship. but what if you love too much and forget that love can also weaken or worst, destroy a strong relationship? i just realized that love is not enough. the secret of having a strong, lasting relationship is to trust the one you love . and to accept his/her weaknesses or mistakes. it's not how many tims you've forgiven, but how you've shown understanding.

i love you pa. Godbless.

Where was the furthest place you traveled?

2007-08-17T22:20:00.000+08:00

nagsasagot ako ng survey sa friendster. nalungkot lang ako dun sa isang tanong. which is obviously the title of this post.

i wish i could go to different places whenever i wanted. batangas na yata ung pinaka malayong lugar na pinuntahan ko. maniniwala ka bang hindi pa ako nakakarating ng baguio? haha. kawawa naman ako. pag maraming marami na akong pera bawat sulok ng pilipinas pupuntahan ko. ang pinaka unang lugar na pupuntahan ko bicol. ewan ko ba, in love na in love lang kasi ako sa mayon volcano. gustong gusto kong makita ng up close and personal ang bulkan pati na rin ung cagsawa church. at bibisitahin ko na rin ang mga kamag-anak ko dun. akalain mong dun lumaki si mama pero di pa niya kami nadadala ni kuya dun. next stop xmpre ang baguio. woohooo. nakaka excite. na imagine q pa lang, na excite na ako. hay! mag picture picture talaga aq dun. ay naku! xmpre dapat by that time my camera na din ako. hahaha. ang sarap maglakbay sa imagination ko. sana mangyari lahat. hay!! tapos gusto ko din magpunta ng tagaytay. tapos boracay, tapos palawan, tapos bohol. at sa iba't iba pang lugar. hay. nakakaexcite na talaga.

i love you pa. Godbless.

Bitter?

2007-08-15T21:20:00.000+08:00

"it takes quite a lot of good deeds to make people love you, but it only takes one lousy error for them to hate you."

"you know it's love when all you want is that person to be happy, even if you are not part of that happiness."

"the one who is good in taking care of other people is the same person who badly needs someone to take care of him/her too."

mga kaasiman lang sa buhay. hahaha. bitter ka ba che? hindi naman, sakto lang.

i love you pa. Godbless.

masquerade

2007-08-15T21:02:00.000+08:00

im not good in expressing what i feel. i hate bothering other people just to share my tribulations. i usually cover-up my feelings. few people know the genuine me. others are usually blinded by the exquisiteness of my mask that they never tried to see through it. im hoping that someday someone would be able to remove this mask and be able to fully let me divulge my feelings and be able to take all my fears away.

i love you pa. Godbless.

Paulo Marquez Villacorte.

2007-08-13T13:26:00.000+08:00

si pau. isa sa mga dahilan kung bakit masaya ang college life ko, kung bakit napagtiyagaan ko ang nursing, at dahilan kung bakit baliw ako. soulmate ko ata ang taong ito. ewan ko ba. sa mga pagkakataon kasing kaylangan ko ng makakausap o makakasama, siya yung taong pinapadala ni God para tulungan ako. noong panahong hindi ako nakapag exam dahil hindi na-approve yung promi ko, ikaw yung nakita ko habang nakatayo ako sa harap ng LB at hindi alam ang gagawin. noong naghahanap ako ng makakasama para manuod ng send off party, naglalakad lang ako papunta din ng LB nang hindi ko inasahang makikita kita. marami pang pagkakataon na lagi kang sumusulpot na parang kabuti tuwing mag-isa ako. ewan ko ba kung bakit. pero masaya ako sa bawat pagkakataon na nangyayari yun.

napakaswerte ko dahil kaibigan ko siya. salamat sa mga katatawanan. salamat kasi lagi mo akong pinapasaya. salamat sa mga panlalait sa akin. haha. salamat kasi tanggap mo ko kahit magkaiba yung leveling natin. alam mo namang eto lang ako tapos eto ka e~(may kasamang action yan ah =D) salamat kasi napagtiyagaan mo ako, kahit lagi ko nilalait yung buhok mo. hahaha. kahit na matagal na tayong hindi magclassmate hindi mo pa din ako nakakalimutan. sana magkita na ulet tayo. sobrang miss na kasi kita e.

Happy birthday pau. sorry kung late na yung greetings. alam mo naman busy ako eh. hahaha. wish ko na marami ka pang taong mapasaya (ano ka artista? haha). wag mo na masyado isipin ang mga problema sa buhay. matatapos din yan. haha. basta, kapag yumaman ka na wag mo ako kakalimutan ah. hehe. ingat ka lagi. love you pau. Godbless. =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAULO!!!

i love you pa. Godbless.

L A B Y R I N T H

LETS PLURK. yeahbah!!

a few minutes of your time.

Doll Domination. ohh no.. :))

three and five months

push!

mag artista na lang kaya ako. *adik*

three and four months

Happy 22nd Birthday Jermer!!

dagdag kaalaman

recession

istokwa

three and three months

Happy hearts day.

s story to share.

ang salarin.

at last

inspired by changes.

my 2008, full of surprises.

three and one month

God's Gift

inherent need to feel appreciated

emo kid

Technical Support Associate installing Love!

shattered

two and eleven months

two and ten months

two weeks notice

nagyoyosi ka ba???

supernova 7610

boy meets girl

and so i rant

two and nine months

alone

i am a registered tamaraw nurse. :D

Surprised!!!!!!!!!

two and eight months.

pasasalamat sa isang masayang 21st birthday ni che

moments of sadness. :-[

two and seven months

outcome of my idiocy

wander

slowly awaiting death

seeing light in the darkness. haha. =D

he's coming... he's coming

a perfect prayer

layout

two and four months.

visita iglesia

Happy Birthday JERMER. :D

is there all in this to life

mga lihim na pagnanasa

almost there

invincible

two and three months

she loves him, but what if......

please, tell me what to do?

who is me?

PERSONALITY TEST

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Get to know yourself better

What's your personality love style?

What type of personality do you have?

Jealousy Test

You harbor hidden feelings of jealousy

Who is your dream guy?

The Bottle

How well will you survive in this wild world?

The Thing You Forgot

The House

uncoded

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healthy living for 2008.

two and two months

Mr. and Ms. Institue of Nursing 2008

sablay ka na naman boi.

a new beginning. a year of independence. wuahh!!

thank you soooo much

makes sense

soo much blessings

mag artista na lang kaya ako. adik

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